Just like my extraordinary love for him, I can comparably say that our love is a lot more likely a moonbows. It is felt with exceptional type of love.
Moreover, moonbows tend to appear in not so many places but only in a right spot where it is created when the moon is at its fullest. Perhaps the moonbow's message is that even on the darkest night of the soul, there is a faint glimmer of hope, a chance to fully understood that love has no boundaries.
Limitless possibilities in love can happen anytime but having someone who shares the same vision with you of tommorow could be the most important thing in this world. And, this type of love is also very rare to find.
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A/N:
First of all, it came out of my mind because of an inspiration. Yes, the inspiration that I've been telling about is MY BELOVED one who happened to love another. It's a sad tale because I didn't have the chance personally to speak what's inside my heart to that person. It's a one sided love though. Marahil magtataka ang makakabasa nito kung bakit sinabi kong "beloved" kung hindi naman talaga naging kami. I've tried reaching that person through social media but I ended up being ignore. At kahit sa school where I met him, I feel that he's not really into me. So I decided to continue loving him even if it hurts. And I keep that love for myself: I AM GOING TO LOVE THIS PERSON IN SILENCE, BECAUSE THERE'S NO REJECTION.
No, I'm not a coward to admit. Naisip ko, gaano pa kaya karaming luha ang kailangang bumuhos at tutuyuin ng unan mula sa mga mata ko habang iba naman talaga ang taong pinapangarap niya di ba? Hindi dahil I ran out of love now or pagod at sinukuan ko siya but because 'yun ang tingin kong tamang gawin. Besides, I should wish my beloved the happiness he deserve because I believed that if you truly love someone, be the first to know what they're really happy for. EVEN IF THAT HAPPINESS DOESN'T INCLUDE ME. Almost mag-3 years na rin ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya. A lot of things ang kailangang i-consider. Being grown in the society where same sex love is consider an unrighteous, I needed to buy time to take zero chances by destiny.
Fate has its own way to lead me the happiness I truly deserved. Ilang taon pa kaya ang kailangan ko para umahon mula sa pagkalunod sa pagmamahal na walang katiyakan kung para talaga sa akin?
Gising ako, ngunit sarado pa ang puso para magmahal ng iba.
At marahil, idadaan ko na lamang ang nararamdaman ko sa pagsulat ng kwentong mabibigyan ko ng sarili kong ending. Be it happy or NOT.
At dito ko sisimulan ang sarili kong kwento...
143 KEN, always. ❤️
