My Summer Fling

"Shes sick Blake!"

"It felt like there was something crawling inside of me, killing me slowly, so I took matters into my own hands." Fallon replied
Kirby kissed her rosey lips and it turned into a quick make out sesh before the doctor came in. "I can discharge Fallon now, but she will need care 24/7 so be ready." The doctor said. Kirby nodded and repeatedly kissed Fallon's head. "Promise me you wont do any crazy shit like that again." She laughed. "I promise." Fallon said, smiling.
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When they arrived home Kirby lifted Fallon up as she was asleep and carried her inside.
Fallon slept for hours on end, every single day, she was sleeping more and getting weaker day by day. Nobody knew why, doctors came over, 'nothing is wrong with her' bullshit. Everything was wrong with her, she looked like shit. Every time Fallon woke up, she'd be crying, hyperventilating or choking on her tears. The Carringtons tried theropy, phycology, everything to help Fallon. On bad days she'd sleep through the whole day and when Kirby woke her up for food she couldn't even lift her head up. On the rare good days Fallon would sleep for about twelve hours, maybe eat pasta or bread and watch something with Kirby. On the horrible days, Fallon wouldn't even wake up when they woke her for food, she'd sleep couldn't lift her head up and just opened her eyes. Kirby got worrieder by the day and was extremely sleep deprived. I mean how could she sleep when her girlfriend was practically dead! Even though Fallon was breathing, it was like she wasn't there. Now she was so cold and distant. "I don't even recognise her anymore." Kirby choked on her tears. "Its like she's there but she's not." She was crying on Sam's shoulder. This time he wasn't so sure she'd be okay. After everything Fallon has been through he always thought she was invincible. He was wrong.
A few days later, it was what Kirby referred to as a good day. Fallon managed to sit upright and ate half a bowl of cereal. Something was off about her though. Every time Kirby tried to touch her she'd shiver or flinch. Kirby didn't question it and brushed it off but this became more frequent and Fallon couldn't even look her in the eye anymore. "Why can't you look me in the eye anymore? What have i done wrong!?" Kirby asked her, slightly raising her voice. Fallon let out a sigh, she new she had to tell her. "I'm dying, I know I am, i don't want you to be in alot of pain when I'm gone so im trying to let you down painlessly." She replied, her voice breaking. Kirby looked at her and started sobbing. "You can't say that." She mumbled. "Come lay with me honey, I'm sorry." Fallon replied. "No! You're not dying!" Kirby yelled. "I'm getting pretty fucking tired baby." Fallon said, motioning for Kirby to come over to her. Tears streamed down Kirby's face and she put her head on Fallon's lap. "You can't die." Kirby choked. Fallon stroked her hair.
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*Years ago when Kirby and Fallon were kids* "Girls, dinners ready!" Anders yelled. "Coming!" Kirby and Fallon yelled at the same time. They giggled and ran inside. Anders noticed Fallon constantly coughing whilst eating and decided to take her to the doctors to get her checked out. "Fallon just has a fever, make sure she gets bed rest and she'll be fine!" The doctor said and handed Anders some cough medicine for her. As soon as Anders and Fallon got home, Kirby rushed to Fallon and hugged her tightly. "Are you okay?" She asked worriedly. "Im okay." Fallon said whilst coughing. "She'll be okay, she needs bed rest, Fallon has a fever." Anders said after seeing Kirby's scared face. Kirby nodded and helped Fallon up to her room. "Where's Alexis and Blake?" Kirby asked. "Probably working or something, they don't pay much attention to me or Steven." Fallon replied. Kirby looked heartbroken for her and helped Fallon into bed. "I'm gonna climb into bed with you and stroke your hair because that's what my dad does when I'm sick." Kirby announced. "Okay then." Fallon smiled. The two snuggled together and Anders came in every so often to check on them, Blake or Alexis didn't even check on her.
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*Kirby's thoughts*
I think I've always been in love with Fallon, when you're a kid you don't realise how in love you are with the person because, well you're kids. When you're older you kind of realise that you were fawning over them as a child. Alot of the time I used to be jelous of Fallon, she had this huge mansion, I thought she had a perfect family but the more i got to know her the more i realised how she didn't. Fallon has a shell, she's tough on the outside, but deep down she just wants to be loved. To most people shes cold, harsh and cruel, but to me she's wonderful, soft and kind. I love her and I'm losing her. If she ever does die, I'm not sure what I will do. She's my world, she means everything to me and since my dad passed away shes all I have left. I don't think I've come to the possibility that she will die. Not seeing her gorgeous face every day hurts me in a way that nobody will ever understand. I'm the daughter of the help, i always will be, but Fallon sees me as the most famous most beautiful celebrity ever. That's what i love about her, she knows what makes you happy.
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A few days later, Fallon hadn't woken up for two or so days and was looking very skinny. The bones on her arms started to become visible and Kirby couldn't even look at her anymore, she wasn't Fallon. Everybody said that there was nothing wrong with her, that she was crazy or faking but it was clear that she was in pain. "Why is nobody fucking helping her, she's in pain!" Kirby cried to Blake. "We are helping her, there's nothing wrong with her, she needs to grow up!" He yelled. "Oh shut the fuck up! She hasn't eaten anything in three days, she hasn't woken up for two! Clearly somethings wrong with her!" Kirby almost screamed at him. "She's sick Blake!"