My Summer Fling

"I love you."

They both looked at eachother for a couple of minutes before Kirby stormed out. She now spent most of her time wandering around the Carrington mannor, drinking or cuddling with Fallon. This week she hadn't woken up in five days. You could almost see her bones now she was getting so skinny. Even when she did wake up she'd constantly be clutching her stomach or crying.
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Eventually Fallon woke up, she was crying hysterically and nobody was around her. She looked around her to find Kirby but she was nowhere to be seen, it was silent. She wanted to fight, she didn't want to see Kirby alone, she didn't want to die. She looked around the room to see something to help her stand. There was her wardrobe but that was atleast a few feet away. There was no way that she could get there. She was so tired but needed to fight for Kirby. If Kirby wasn't alive she would probably be dead. She sat up using all of her strength and called out for Kirby "Baby?!" She ment to shout it but it came out as more of a whisper. She cleared her throat and repeated "Baby?!" This time Kirby came rushing in and was suprised to see Fallon awake. "Hey honey, are you feeling any better?" Kirby asked softly. "I'm gonna be sick." Fallon mumbled. She put her hand over her mouth, trying not to throw up and signaled to Kirby to help her to the bathroom. Instantly she threw up all over then locked the bathroom door. She sat on the floor and sobbed. "Babes let me in please." Kirby pleaded. Fallon sat on the and leaned her head against the sink cabinet. "I swear to God I'll knock this door down!" Kirby declared. Fallon let out a heavy sigh and managed to spit out. "Please go away." She sounded like she was crying so Kirby left her for a bit to cool down.
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Hours later, Fallon finally decided to come out of the bathroom, she'd threw up all of her guts so was naturally starving. She managed to unlock the door but collapsed straight after. Kirby had almost fallen asleep but heard a thud and could tell it was Fallon. She noticed the door was unlocked and rushed in to see her girlfriend on the floor with a puddle of blood surrounding her head. She must've collapsed and hit her head on the tiled floor. "Honey!?" She asked worriedly. Fallon groaned in pain, she was awake but in pain. "Hey baby, don't move, you could have a brain bleed." Kirby whispered. Fallon winced in agony but didn't move due to Kirby's wishes.
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Her vision was blury but she wasn't in pain anymore. "Where am I?" She asked worriedly "it's okay, you're in the hospital sweetheart, you're okay." Kirby replied grinning at her. "The doctors said you're getting better!!" She clapped her hands with excitement. "I feel better!" Fallon exclaimed and smiled at Kirby. That was probably the first time she genuinely smiled.
Fallon sat up from the hospital bed and scratched her head. "What happened to my hair what the fu-" She said, getting cut off by Kirby "You had to have brain surgery hon."
A single tear roller down Fallon's pale skin but she wiped it away quickly, thinking nobody saw. "When i get out of this shithole I'm gonna need something to cover that up." Fallon fake laughed. Kirby smiled at her and kissed her rosey cheek, "I'm gonna get us some food."
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The doctors left the room and it toom every muscle in her body to stop her from bursting out into tears.
A brain bleed?
She was more concerned about her head, why does Kirby love her? What if Kirby think's shes ugly and leaves her?
The dark thoughts completely filled her head and in seconds she felt tears stream down her face. Her breathing became louder and heavier and then she realised she was having a panic attack.

This had happened once before, a couple of day's later after her wedding with Liam. She had horrible PTSD that day and worried it may be returning. She'd already put Kirby through so much, she didn't want Kirby to see her like this.

She snapped out of the dark thoughts and wiped her tears. She climbed out of bed to go and freshen up in the bathroom but felt a wave of shock go through her body. It felt like she was being electrocuted by a thousand poisoness snakes. She stumbled back, leaning on her hospital bed for support.
What the hell was that??
She tried to catch her breath but the same thing happened again.