I finally got control of when I transform!!! It took a month or two but at least I don't have to worry about any embarrassing transformations in front of guests...
Last time I went to Ciel's manor I accidentally transformed in front of Sebastian... He wouldn't stop hugging me, petting me, and saying "so soft..." We were in the middle of a chess match when I transformed and Ciel literally dropped the knight he was holding... I hadn't noticed until I saw Ciel's face... For some odd reason Ciel didn't start sneezing (yes I know about his allergy)...
I've never met anyone other than Ciel that has sparked interest in me... He is unique and has a past similar to mine... We are great friends... but, sometimes I wish we were something more... Ciel just... understands how I feel. We are so alike, and yet, so different. He was born into wealthiness, I was born on the streets. He still has his demon, mine was murdered. I am a neko, he isn't. However, he and I both went to THAT place. That HORRID torture chamber... No matter what, he is the one that I have fallen in love with... even if he'll never feel the same way.
I love Ciel Phantomhive, and that won't ever change.
-Mazie Arabeth-
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Mazie's Journal (Ciel x OC)
FanfictionListen, I wrote this when I was 13... it's not the best by far. Trust me, I know. Hopefully you can see through the cringe that this is and find some kind of content in reading it. Sorry!! This is a fanfic that I started writing for fun and continue...
