Barbaadiyan (Completed✅)

"Seven"

 

Manik

I clicked open the lighter for the 15th time staring at her pictures lying on my table. Laughing, smiling and grinning, her every picture screamed happiness, light and joy.

While, my life was like this, painful and dark because of her. Destroying my life to the fullest here she is enjoying her life to the fullest!!!!!

Got married and living her life happily as if nothing happened, while i don’t even get a proper sleep because of her, her fucking memories never allowed me to sleep properly, she is nothing but a nightmare that I should hate but my fucking asshole heart still craves for her.

It was still waiting for her, that one day she will return back to me, but everything was a fucking lie, my hope too, hope is the one thing which can blind up anyone with it, hoping the dead will return, hoping the left will be back, hoping that they will love you one day, hope is the enemy who act as a friend and hurts the most. But one day it does-it shatters, hurting more and worse, the girl I was waiting for, is married HAPPILY. Living her life HAPPILY, with her husband.

I grit my teeth staring at her wedding photographs. She looks so happy. The smile she once had with me. She is having the same smile as him, who is half hugging her. His hand on her shoulder makes me want to chop it off. I picked up one of the pictures and tilted my head slightly, staring at her, tears brimming in my eyes and my jaw clenched. I watched her smile, which was making me weak, the heart I turned into a stone melting by it. She still has the power, the control over me, not her but her picture. I never stopped loving her even after she betrayed me...and left me instead. I just bought the same level of hate for her but never stopped loving her.

"This smile of yours, Is the reason for my destruction,

Now, my goal is to destroy you, and never let this smile spread on your face again “I gritted promises to her, and smiled with my jaw clenched.

Clicking the lighter, I bought the flame near her picture, “I will make you mine Nandini not for loving you but for making your life a living hell” I let the lighter flame touch the picture, making it catch fire.

"GET READY TO FACE THE Manik YOU NEVER SAW"I said as i threw that burning pic on the bundle of other pictures within seconds the whole table catch fire and I watched the destruction with a psychotic grin, the fire lighten up my eyes, and the only thing I feel in me was madness, and crave for a revenge. Fuck waiting for karma, I will become my own karma.

*****

6 YEARS BACK

"Nandini, no you can't do this, you promised to be with me forever, you can't -just leave me like that."I begged,gulping the lump forming in my throat and taking her hands in mine.

Without a hint of expression on her face, even after she dropped the most shocking and heart breaking bomb on me she stood there like a stone statue not moving, my eyes pleaded looking at her as I hoped for a hint of expression or anything else, but nothing came out.

"Am sorry Manik, but I can't" she whispered without even blinking any mercy or guilt and withdrew her hand. For a second I felt like my world fell apart as she took her hand away.