Another Day of Misery

LIES

Looking in the mirror
She can't help but sigh
Knowing today will be a lie
She brushes her hair
applies some makeup and stares
The bruises she covers up
As well as her wrists which bare cuts
Her sides have burns
And its an underestimate to say they hurt
She pulls on her uniform all neat and tidy
And grabs her bag once again sighing.

She walks to the bus stop with her siblings
Who have gloomy feelings
She gets to school and smiles wide
She acts as though theres nothing to hide
Shes been like this for years
Holding back all her tears
Her best friends
think she is a perfect queen
But thats from what they have only seen
They would never think she has cried
Or even tried suicide
She laughs and smiles all the time
Playing a perfect lie
Pretending she has a perfect life.

People put her down cause her grades are low
Pressures on but her fear doesn't show
Her boyfriend dumps her today
And goes and finds a prettier girl to play
Her best friends give her sympathy
But they're jealous of what they see
She acts like shes fine
And just keeps on lying
In her head she thinks of dying
She is pushed around and called a slut
Because her boyfriend told them smut
She wont deny it
And she gets shit
For being a loser
And a user
Of her ex for his popularity.
But she smiles through it all
And tears constantly threaten to fall
But a skill she has is how to lie
And not let them know of her cries.

By the way smut is like dirty stuff if you get what i mean .... always here for any one of you lovely humans on this earth.... just IM me :) -vote, comment and whatever ttfn xx