Wrong timing!

Prologue:

It's been six months since huli kaming nagkita. He left me without any good reason. I questioned myself. Im so doomed. Anong nagawa ko? Bakit naging magulo ang buhay ko. Gusto ko syang saktan sampalin, sapakin, or anything, to easily ease the pain im suffering right now. But whats the matter? I'd never done something. Iniwan nya nalang ako bigla. INIWAN.

-Flashback-

"w--why?... Please why?" Umiiyak na sabi ko sakanya. Nagmamakaawa. Nakikitako sa mata nya ang pagkaawa pero ramdam ko ang matigas nyang pusong bumabalot dito.

"I don't care anymore Mags. I just want to be alone. I must. Im so paranoid. I can't accept it all. We need to stop this fucking bullshit joke! I dont care.. I dont even care a lot! At ayoko na makita mokong ganito. Puno ng galit! Ayokong malungkot ka! Ayoko! Itigil na natin to ayoko ng maging dahilan ng pagkalungkot mo. Sorry Mags. I love you so much but i cant.. I cant take this anymore..."
Napailing sya. Umiiyak. I can see the sincerity in his eyes. But ano bang nangyare bakit :(

"Bu--but Jed? You've done proving it! And you really doing it. You make me fall in love with you you make me happy. And i love it... Please jed please stay.. Im begging you.. Ple---"
Pinutol nya na nag sinasabi ko.

"Enough Mags. Its over."

Natigil ang mundo ko. 'Its over' paulit ulit na Gumugulo sa isip ko . Whats the point! I was shocked. I cant believe this.
He walked away. Until he's gone.

Wala na sya wala na ang mahal ko. Wala na.

-End of flashback-