Sickly obsession

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From here we will be seeing Naruto's side : its more like he is talking . [ can contain somethings you wont like]

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I never been violated this much in my life, every time Kura helped me, he helped me escaping from them, now I wish I was as strong as him. I was devastated when they said in future I will loss Kira a, my true mate, my soulmate. Don't get me wrong I do like hinata, but i never had feeling for like I had for kurama. I know it is weird and creepy, he is a demon fox and I am human but he was always there for me, I felt whole when he started contacting to me. I trusted him, even though he tried to make me hate him.

When my own soms kidnaped me, they said hi at a left me, I always expected it she will leave me, it wasn't the first time shikamaru didn't inform me about her affair with kiva, who am I kidding she was the one who asked me and for this wretched marriage. She gave birth to two kids by rapping me. Yes I know I am being crazy, but it is true. She drugged me and raped me, but I for gave her, because I saw both born to and him aware as my angels. But for some reason boruto always had this weird obsession towards me, just like sasuke had for me.

I always creeped out with his this weird obsession. I did tell kurama about it, he said he could smell all the lust filled sent coming from him. Which resulted me to  fake my work load. I didn't want to go home, I never like how he touched me, it wasn't a son touching their parents , I always let his touch to me sinful.

Right after momoshiki passed him, his behaviour got more and more sinful, those sinister and lust filled eyes piercing through me, making my shin crawl, I felt dirty, it was like someone was touching my body with being touched.

Because of his odd behaviour Kurama was concerned about me, I could feel my anxiety and my sadness, he knew how scared I was. He knew I never like when people saw me in dirty way.  Kurama always assured me he will always be beside me, when dad knew I was in love with kurama, I was surprised mom and dad both gave their blessing to us.

I started indulging myself to all the paper work, what more I slept there itself.

The day when kawaki was adopted by me, I knew, I can raise him along with kurama. But kurama didnt like the ideas of the boy no where near me, he always growled at the kid, inside our mind scape, I can see how much my husband didn't like the child. He warned me of him,

" love, I don't think I can trust him, I am getting a bad feeling about him, it is more like he is isn't him, their is someone along or inside him." The movement kurama said that to me, I should have believed him, he was going to be ishiki's vessel. I regret everything. Why didn't I listen to my own husband. Now I am suffering because of it.

For few months kawaki started being an angel but after that I was having this bad feeling from him, when I looked at him, I always got same feeling what I was getting from boruto. I am getting scared as it was increasing, I was scared to stepping out, but I can't always stay inside my office, I had to take bath and what more I hade to take walk and see how it was going. For kami sake I am a human being too.

As I was walking on my way home, i had to walk normally pretending I was not aware of their presence, but I was, I was so creeped out, to think my own two sons were having lust over me. I was felling violated when they striped me make in their imagination. I could feel their are doing that, because when ever they look at me I feel chills, I feel violated I fell like I a raped.