3Throuple: (Beyonce, Nicki, Rihanna) (DDLG/ MDLG)

Through the Woods 2

Nicki's POV:

Lying in the bed I wasn't sleepy at all. My plan to get Mommy's boobs to make more milk for me worked and I was happily full when I suckled myself to sleep but now I was up and alone. I didn't want to wake them so I carefully crawled out of bed. I grabbed my stuffie friend Oscar the monkey and walked out of the room. I went to the bathroom and washed my hands before taking Oscar downstairs. Downstairs, I stood by the reinforced glass door looking out at the moon light covered forest. I walked over and slipped on my sneakers and Daddy's sweatshirt and a flashlight and walked outside. Holding Oscar I walked around the cabin looking at the amenities before saw something glowing between two trees. I walked over and saw that it was a tree decoration and beyond that, more decorations. It was a pattern, pink, white, blue. It looked so cool and I wanted to see if it ended at some surprise or something so I followed it. I was almost to the end before I realized how far I walked but I really wanted to see it. At the end, Oscar and I were very disappointed. It was just a big light star in a field. Oscar and I both rolled our eyes and started back after clasping Oscar's arms around my waist again. I was colder and I was glad that I wore Daddy's hoodie but I was cold. My thin cotton pajamas were no use for the cold air that was coming off the mountains. I was halfway back when I didn't feel Oscar's arms around my waist. I reached down and my heart started to race. Oscar was gone. I immediately turned back and started to look everywhere for him. I couldn't believe I lost him. I looked for a long time and didn't find him. My hands were freezing, and it had started to rain so now I was wet and cold and lost. I couldn't see the lights on the trail anymore let alone the trail. I was trying to retrace my footsteps when my foot got caught between two rocks and I fell. It hurt horribly and I just laid there crying. Mommy and Daddy were going to be so mad at me for leaving out. I broke a rule, not telling them where I was plus I lost Oscar. I deserved this for not listening to them. They'd given me all I wanted in a relationship Little and Big and I betrayed them, Rihmeek was right. 'I'm a bad Little' I told myself over and over as I finally got up and tried to wedge my foot out of the rocks before taking off my sneaker and freeing it. My ankle was hurting horribly and was now the reason why I couldn't out run the rain storm that was drenching me and the woods around me. Finally I began to see the path again and soon was back at the cabin. My body was sore and achy and I was scared too death, I'd been in so much shit I didn't need Mommy or Daddy to see me like this. I stripped out of my clothes and left my sneakers outside to dry and went inside. I locked up and put my clothes in the wash before taking a shower. I would have preferred a bath but only if Mommy ran it, she could get the water to the temperature I loved. But the warm water did help warm me up a little. I dried off as quick as I could because I didn't want anyone to see me. I put on underwear and long sleeve pajamas and bottoms and fuzzy socks. I was limping through all of this and I hoped that I wouldn't be by the morning. My ankle and foot ached and again I told myself, it was my fault, I broke the rules and deserved to be hurt. Lying in the second bedroom thoughts of 'Daddy' Rihmeek began to flood my head. Him constantly being abusive Big and Little Nicki, countless punches, slaps, and even being stabbed once. I pulled my comforter over my head and cried myself to sleep.

In the morning. I felt sore all over, it felt like I was broken and my pants were wet. Embarrassment washed over me as I got my clothes off and the sheets. I tried not to cry but I couldn't help it. Nana and the Doctor told me it was okay and that it would stop but it happened every time I got super stressed out. I was drying off when I heard Mommy asking I wanted her to come in and help me get dressed. I quickly said 'No'.

I missed breakfast, I wasn't hungry and what I wanted most was attached to someone I couldn't bring myself to face. Disappointing Daddy was one thing, but I hated seeing Mommy upset. I was sitting on the large chair by the window watching the rain come down. It hadn't stopped since last night. The door soon opened and then closed but no one came in. My ankle was swollen and I rubbed it softly and slowly for a while before the door opened again. Mommy came in dressed in a gray loungewear set and slippers. She cleaned the bed with spray I got from Nana a sponge before leaving out. Daddy came in and picked me up and carried me to the third bedroom that had the big bay windows on three sides of the room. She laid me on the bed and rubbed my cheek before kissing my forehead. Mommy came in and sat with us and started to rub my feet before she saw my ankle. She started to ask a bunch of questions but I couldn't bring myself to admit how stupid I'd been. Instead, I blurted something else out.

"Hit me! Please, punish me for disobeying you both."

Mommy and Daddy looked stunned and I covered my face crying. I heard them whisper between each other before Daddy gave me a hug and left and Mommy curled up next to me. She let me cry for a few moments before calming me down. Daddy came back in with some things and looked at my foot and ankle before wrapping it up with a ACE bandage and putting an ice pack on it. Mommy left to grab her phone that was ringing before coming back with it and some medicine in a cup. I took it for her and she put her phone down and laid next to me. She let her top down and I saw she was all but leaking for me. I closed my eyes and latched on and tried not to get into my own head again. I had all of the milk from one side before unlatching and speaking.

"I'm sorry."

"Nika, what happened?" Daddy asked from behind me. She'd been rubbing my back the whole time.

"I went out with Oscar and lost him and I couldn't find him. I looked for a long time but I got stuck in some rocks and fell. I'm so stupid!"

"Nika, you are not stupid. You just wanted to explore but it went a little wrong and you lost your oldest favorite stuffy and then it all went wrong but you made it home and that's the most important thing."

"Mommy's right, Now, you just rest and we'll go out and look for Oscar when you wake up, I'm sure he's probably around the trail somewhere."

I nod and Mommy put her warm hand on her my face and coaxed me to latch to the other side. I did and closed my eyes as I filled my stomach up. Soon, it was empty and I was just suckling to suckle but Mommy popped in a pacifier and pulled up her top. She felt my head and kissed my forehead before loosening my top a little. The hum of the AC clicked on and I slipped into a milk coma.

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excuse all errors!

thoughts/comments??

ya'll remember Nicki's stuffed monkey Oscar that she lost?

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