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The Boys looked in the area where they lived but with no luck. "Damn......how...did...she... get this far....?" Shinichiro asked who was out of breath from running after Wakasa. "Sanzu have you been able to track her yet?" Mikey asked completely ignoring his brother. "No, she left her phone at the mansion." Sanzu replied. "Fuck! Shit! Motherfucker!" Rindou was yelling around. "Rindou, stop that she wont comeback with you cursing around." Mitsuya spoke. Rindou glared at him. Mikey rolled his eyes at them. "Jeez guys. Cut it out." Draken and Ran spoke simultaneously. "I didn't do anything wrong!" Mitsuya retorted. "I think I know where she is." Takemitchy spoke catching all of the guy's attention. "Where?" They all asked in sync. "He pointed at the building in front of them where Y/n was standing on the roof. "Shit! Y/N DON'T!" They yelled. Hakkai, Akkun, Hanma, Inupi, Kakucho and Izana stayed in the streets while the others ran up to the roof. They reached the roof and Rindou yelled "Y/N PLEASE DON'T!" She didn't turn around she looked up into the sky. "Why? So that you can torture me like all the other traitors?" Y/n asked. The Boys were shocked "Y/n no..." Baji spoke trying to get closer to her. "That's what you said you would do if you figured out that I was a traitor." Y/n spoke. "Y/n we won't. We just wanted to know if you would still tell us if you knew that you would die." Sanzu tried to explain. Their voices were awfully comforting and smooth compared to before. "Y/n..." Mikey spoke stepping slightly forward. "You, told me when I tried to kill myself that there might be times where it seems like there is no way out you should still continue. Please let us help you." He spoke. Y/n didn't reply she just looked at the drop. "We know we might not be your favorite people right now. And we also know that you didn't come up with those fears it was Yuzuha and Senju and...." "It was only Yuzuha." Y/n whispered cutting Mikey off. "What?" Mikey asked. "Senju never said anything it was only Yuzuha that gave me those ideas." Y/n spoke louder. "But still it's still my fault I went to Yuzuha and Senju instead of you. I told them, but I didn't tell you. I trusted them and didn't believe in you." Y/n spoke tears rolling down her cheeks. "Y/n, we don't blame you. It is hard to trust someone like us." Rindou implied. Y/n turned around. "I- I am an incapable piece of shit. I couldn't even protect my sister or stand up to mistakes. I lied to you and myself that I could get through this myself. The only person that should be blamed for my sister's death is me." Y/n cried. "Y/n..." Rindou tried getting closer to her, but she took a step back showing him that she didn't want him to get any closer.

"You don't know how much I hated to send that damn email. I always thought, what if he will figure out that I am lying? What if he will still kill my sister after three months? What if he will attack you and hurt you to a point of no recovery? I had no clue if the fears that I wrote were true or not. And it just... it... Damnit I can't explain how much I hated to send those emails, how scared I was something bad would happen, how many Nightmares I had thinking of the worst outcome." Y/n cried even more. The boys stayed quiet not knowing what they should say next. "You're right. We don't know how much it hurt you... how much we hurt you. But if you just come with us, we will make sure that you will never have to suffer like that ever again. We will keep you safe. No one will hurt you again. But if you want, we can disappear out of your life, just step away from the edge." Sanzu pleaded. Y/n looked at the drop. A memory suddenly rushed through her head.

Memory

It was your little sisters Surgery four months ago. And before the surgery started her little sister told her. "Hey sis, if I die. I want you to stay with the boys. They seem like good people, and I hate you to be sad. Besides they are your type, aren't they?" She joked. "Hahaha sure why not." Y/n spoke lightly hitting her shoulder. "Promise me you will not cry when I die." Kattie spoke. "I promise." Y/n shook her hand with her.

The memory ended "You broke your promise." Kattie's voice appeared in her head. Y/n looked back at the drop and suddenly someone grabbed her from behind and pulled her away from the edge into a hug. "Are you okay?" He asked. It was Rindou. Y/n lightly nodded. "Good." He exhaled. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so, so, so very sorry." He apologized. Y/n hugged him back. She buried her head in his shoulder and started crying again. "I broke my promise." She cried. "They stayed like that for several minutes. Y/n still crying into Rindou's shoulder. His shoulder was completely soaked by now. After a while Y/n's crying got quieter and the Rindou thought you had calmed down. "Okay let's go home now." He suggested. But Y/n didn't give an answer, nor did she move. "Y/n?" He asked. "She fell asleep." Ran spoke from the back. Rindou took her head off his shoulders and looked at her. He looked at her sleeping face. It looked so peaceful yet her swollen eyes kind of made her look like she was having an allergic reaction. "She looks like she is having an allergic reaction." Takeomi joked from behind. The others also chuckled a bit since it did look like it. Rindou picked Y/n up and they went back down. "Make sure you won't drop her." Sanzu warned. "I will drop you soon." Rindou threatened. They started bickering again. Rindou suddenly handed Y/n to his brother and walked up to Sanzu. "You want to fight?" He asked. "Sure, if you can still fight you old man." He retorted. The others were watching them with a 'are you fucking kidding me' expression. Mikey didn't want to waste anytime with this he took out his gun and shot between the two who were about to throw punches at each other. Y/n woke up from the gun shot and gripped Ran's vest out of shock. "When will you two stop fighting?" Kokonoi asked. "NEVER!" Both of them yelled. "Oh well. Y/n woke up because of you two." Ran said. They turned to look at Ran with a now awake Y/n. She was rubbing her eyes "My eyes feel like I had an allergic reaction." She stated. "That's also how it looks like." Draken spoke. "What happened?" Y/n asked. "Did you already forget?" Inupi asked. Y/n only nodded feeling embarrassed that she forgot again. They boys looked at each other knowing that they could lie and keep the relation ship they have with Y/n now or tell the truth and most likely start from the beginning. "Your sister died, and you tried to kill yourself." Wakasa answered. "Oh." Was all Y/n replied. She got of Ran's arms and started walking down the stairs on the way Y/n spoke "I am going to kill Taiju." "Excuse you?" Mikey asked. 

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