(i know we're not in may of 2022 yet guys bare w me okay)
CAMILAS POV may 7th 2022 the day my mother finally passed, watching her struggle everyday was pure hell. i'll always rember the words the doctors spoke to me that day "camila im sorry but she's passed" words i never thought i'd hear but yet once i heard them id never be able to forget. the worst part about it is my other mom wasn't there to help me, she told me we'd get through this together but it seems like i was the only one that had to get through it. she'd already grieved the lose of her marriage and now i feel as if she doesn't have time to grieve the actual death. julia and Lindsay were always two different people, maybe that's what caused their divorce.
i've been in Georgia with my mom for about a week and it's almost summer. i'm happy i get to be out of school for a while so i can have time to grieve julia. but im extremely sad i won't have my new york friends here with me.
id been thinking about my mom since the second she passed, im currently lying in bed scrolling through my snap chat memories of me and my mom. i can't seem to keep my thoughts to myself, i haven't posted on instagram in a while and my supporters probably think i'm dead too. so i decided to post.
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camjackson ✔️ location: Atlanta georgia
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camjackson ✔️ hey lovely's im doing great, life threw me a curve ball but ya girls not out the game yet.
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lindsay. jackson we love you baby! your so strong. ^ camjackson thank you momma.
cam.fan what happened
Aleah.diaz we miss you ny isn't the same without our baby 🫶🏻 ^camjackson love you sm leah
i finished replying to a couple of comments before my mother yelled for me "cam honey can you come here" she yelled up the stairs
i swung my feet off of my bed before getting up and quickly running downstairs "hey momma what's up" i asked turning into the kitchen
"we're having dinner with a couple of neighbors, they have kids around your age" she smiled at me and continued cooking
"okay um i need to make friends anyways right" i sent her an awkward laugh and began to walk back up the stairs
i don't know how she excepts me to be happy about meeting our neighbors, i wish she would have just moved to new york so i could stay with my friends. i need support and love in a time like this and she took me away from my home. i don't think it's very fair to be honest.
