Why don't you speak to me? I'm growing tired of you. Everything feels cold, colder than my room. It's -18 degrees outside.
Why don't you speak to me? It's been four months since I met you and her. You came over a few weeks later. You got to know me. You came to dinner and everything. You said that you loved me and I felt so shell shocked that I didn't reply back.
So why don't you speak to me? I think about you every time they put me to sleep. I think about us.
Why don't you speak to me? I tried calling you. She cut me off.
Why don't you speak to me? I understand that you and her don't love each other anymore. I love your company, but still.
Why don't you speak to me? I'm not a poisonous spider.
Still, why don't you speak to me?
Damn it. Stop chasing him. I know for myself that it won't work out. If you want more, go find someone else. He's no longer with you but I don't want to lose my chance with him. I won't crack under pressure. I'll only become stronger and get over it.
One day, you'll finally see me for who I am, and it will be too late.
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Love From Me
Non-FictionA short anthology about my experiences of being a disabled person living in the 21st Century in Australia. Love From Me is about me having Cerebral Palsy and me coming to terms with it. In retrospect, for people who have known me, you know that I ne...
