Mafia love

A walk into hell

Arya's pov:

As he was dragging me into the floor i understood that he is cruel, selfish and that he wouldn't be soft and kind as all men into my life were before and that made me feel terrefied and scared but i swore my self that i would be strong for my self and i would keep this promise even if i know that i will die keeping  it.

We got into a car him being silent and cold  the same person i met  an hour before he didn't talk  at all and didn't explain even though i asked him a lot of questions.

I don't know how many hours have passed,i noticed that i have had  slept in the car i was tired and sad,i got up panicing  from a loud voice yelling "wake upp"and when i opened my eyes i  noticed that Alex  was yelling to me, he motioned me with his hands to get up and follow him i was feeling like a dog following its owner in my case him following him  i asked "where am i? where did you bring me? " he wasn't answering me again so i talked again "hello i'm talking to youu, heyy answer me  you didn't answer any questions i did in the car but you are not getting away with this you are going to answer me right now right here"i said even though i was scared of him i got the courage to not remain silent.

He started walking to me as he was coming I was walking back being frightened  by his eyes they were furious and that was one more reason to be afraid from  him his black eyes were  filled with hate rage I was still  walking back when my back hit  a wall  I had nowhere to go and did not know how to get rid of him now,he took both of my hands holded them tightly hurting me in top of my head not allowing me move from his gripp"who the fuck are you to tell me what to do and when i should talk you are nothing to me nothing and you think that you have the right to talk to me like that and won't be punished"As the word punishment came out of his mouth i started crying and showing how weak i really am.

He threw me into his shoulder making me stop thinking and realise were i was  i tried to hit him and make him let me go i yelled screamed but he wouldn't listen to me he climbed the stairs with me in his arms and got into a room.Threw me into the bed and started unbotting his shirt as i watched i could se his eight pack show up it wasn't a bad display at all but the person wasn't good at ALL.

He unbottoned his making me watch him he got on top of me and kissed me roughly  stealing my first kiss that i saved for the person i would really  love his hands moving into my body i managed to stop him by breaking the kiss and i begged him to stop"Please stop please"i said crying and hoping i wouldn't get raped "i don't want my first to be like this please can you give me some time until i get ready"and when i would get ready never but i had to lie him to save my as* for now so lying him is the best way and i hoped he would just trust my words he was looking into my eyes analyzing them and trying to find the truth in them.

Then he finally talked"I want to touch you right now but not that you are the one that i desire but only to release some of my stress but i won't do it tonight but will do it one day and then i don't want any fucking words coming out osf you're mouth"he got up and left the room slaming the door hard.

And i thanked god for saving me from him.