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A shot of adrenaline surges itself through your stiffened body. You were in a discord server. With SIX STRANGERS-

'Don't freak out'

This was definitely NOT how you saw your Friday night going...

You felt panic pinch your ribs as your breathing shallowed. You were slightly freaking out right now, despite your best efforts not to. You had been added to numerous servers with countless strangers before in the past so this wasn't an entirely new scenario. It was inevitable considering that's what the app is quite literally designed for. But you always had Shinsou in there with you. Introducing you to those once strangers, causing mayhem and always making sure you were involved in the conversation. Always. He was practically your virtual babysitter. A trustworthy partner who was there to hold your hand and guide you through the events of making new mutuals.

It's not like you've ever had a problem with the process of making friends, in fact you quite enjoyed it, but you struggled with the whole 'introductory phase' and the thought of people deciding they didn't like you right off the bat caused your social anxiety to wrap itself around your neck like a noose.

Right now you found yourself in a sever, alone, without Shinsou and with no sense of familiarity to cling onto. Not an ideal scenario. And it was safe to say your anxiety was through the fucking roof at this point. You inhale a shaky breath to calm your nerves as you take it upon yourself to do the bare minimum by scrolling through the previous messages, in an attempt to decipher what your purpose in the group was or find a reason as to why you were added to begin with.

After a few minutes of scrolling, you came to the conclusion that daddydiscord had accidentally added you into the server instead of their friend, who appeared to share a similar discord username to you.

'Easy mistake to make I guess'

The quite obvious accident had caused the group of individuals to riot and suddenly, all digital eyes were on you. Waiting for you to either leave, or say something. There was no in between...

You had to make a choice.

After much deliberation (and the thought of pizza possibly comforting your bruised ego if the situation were to go wrong) you decided it would be best to stay in the chatroom and see how well the situation plays out from there. They seemed like quite an entertaining group of individuals and you weren't entirely put off by the idea that you could possibly develop friendships with them if the following events went well.

I mean... how hard could it be to make six strangers enjoy your company? You had managed to make friends with Shinsou all on your own, sure, he may of made the first move but still... that wasn't the point! You wanted to- no. You needed to put yourself out there. For a reason you weren't quite sure of yet.

'Neito would blow a fuse if he knew I was doing this' you huffed

Before you let your self doubt manipulate your decision, you swiftly typed out a reply and sent it before hiding behind a plush cushion beside you.

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