Amina. Amina is her name but she will be called with Izara I said and everyone echoed Masha Allah
It has been a month since Eiras death and I haven't been thesame
I gave izara her name today I didn't want any ceremony or anything of such, she's sleeping peacefully in my arms
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I can remember the day me and Eira came up with the name to give out baby
Flash back
Babe let's think of names she said and sat up looking at me literally at 12:00 in the night
Do you know the time I asked with an raised eye brow
Uhh yeah and I'm not sleepy so WAKE UP!
Ohk fine. If it's a boy Mahmoud she said and I smiled
What makes you so sure is a boy I asked with a smirk
Whatttt!! I want a boy she said and smirked
Fine and if it's a girl Amina I said and her eyes soften
Babyyyyyy she called and enfolded me in a hug
Please don't get all emotional with me right now I said and we both laughed
Should I confess something she said looking nervous
Yeah what happened I asked making her lay her head in my chest
I'm scared she said
Scared of what I asked
You know a lot of women die at child birth she said and I shut her up
Nothing will happen to you Ohk we will have more babies and they will love you with all their hearts I said and placed my hand on her bump and she chuckled
But Fareed if I die I want you to move on she said looking at me. Don't shut your self out, don't distance your self from people Ohk I said and he released a huge sigh
Eira stop scaring me Ohk in sha Allah nothing will happen to you I said and kissed her head
Ohk fine I will stop talking like that Ohk she said
I promise she said and I smiled
Way better. Now if you don't mind I need my sleep I said and gently pushed her off me
Wow babe well done for pushing me off you she said sounding angry
Come on I'm just joking I said and kissed her stomach. Come on let's sleep I said and have snuggled into me and that how we slept off
End of flash back
Ya Fareed you ohk I heard mamis voice and I turned
Yeah I'm fine I said looking at izara and a smile made it's way to my lips
When did you come I asked Mami
Just a while ago she said looking at me with concern
Mami you need to stop that I said and we both chuckled
Don't worry I won't go all dark on you guys. I promised Eira I won't do that and I can't do that to my izara
What dose that mean anyways? everyone keeps asking me she said
What? Izara? I asked and she nodded
It means star I said and she awwned
Seriously I asked and we both chuckled
It's good to see you smiling ya Fareed she said
Well I made a promise I'm trying to live up to it I said
I will be upstairs Ohk she says and stood up. Should I take her?she asked
Nah I'm good I said. she smiled and walked out
I saw Ali and dijo coming thought the door with Adeel in dijos arms and a smile made it's way to dijos face
What's her name dijo asked
Izara I said and they both ecoed Masha Allah
She handed Adeel to Ali and she came towards me and She took sleeping izara from me
May she be like Eira or even better she said and we all chuckled and said Ameen
And you mr Fareed I'm hoping you will stay like this you won't be all distant and dark with us dijo asked and I chuckled
Nah I promised Eira I can't break that promise
Toh Masha Allah better Ali said
So is izara going to stay with you at your house or here with mum dijo asked
I'm keeping her here she's safer with mum. I will come see her from time to time I said and they both nodded
What you didn't expect me to take her with me. If she starts crying I will just also cry together I said and they bursted out laughing
I know you can do that Ali said
I will just take her upstairs dijo said and I nodded
How about Adeel Ali asked and looked at a sledding Adeel on his arms
Place him here she said and fixed the way she held izara and it looked like she was carrying twins
See I'm a mother of two she said and walked and left the both of us laughing
Are you ohk? Ali asked and I looked at him
Honestly I'm trying to be. I never imagined life without her but you know we plan Allah plans. I promised Eira I would move on but I dont think I can you know it's just too hard, I mean it's Eira I can't move on I said shaking my head no
It's ohk at least your smiling that's better than shutting people out yeah I said and I smiled a sad smile
I promised you I will move on Eira but I can't I just can't cuz I will never find another you. But I promise you this our daughter will get the love of both mother and father, she will never feel left out I will keep her happy and I will stay bright and I promise I won't shut people out. I promise to take care of our daughter.
You can rest now..................
The End💔❤️ I know you might have not expected the ending but not all fairy tails end in happily ever after..........
