When I woke up this morning, Grey was still laid on his side of the bed.
I decided to blank him. So I wrote him a note telling him to be gone by the time I'm from work.
I'm not ready to forgive him and I'm definitely not ready to forget.
I need time, but Greyson clearly doesn't fucking understand the concept of time.
He hurt me so much 2 years ago, I still remember the words he said to me.
I'm not letting him wiggle himself in my life again, I can't trust him.
I'm sitting in my office with Mia going over some paperwork.
I took Angelo to school this morning, he was so happy to see his friends it melted my heart.
A knock on the door snapped me out my thoughts, "come in" I say.
The door opens and reveals Miles. A smile graces my lips.
"Hey boss lady" he walks over kissing my cheek.
I place a soft kiss on his cheek in return "hey M".
He sits on the edge of my desk "so I was thinking we could all go get lunch together" he looks at me and Mia expectingly.
I look down at my hands in my lap "I'm not that hungry Miles" I mumble.
I hear him let out a sigh before taking one of my hands in his "Violet, when was the last time you ate?" His voice laced worry.
I stay silent for a few seconds before replying "yesterday morning" I squeak.
He gives my hand a gentle squeeze "you have to eat violet, I know how hard it is for you. But please tell us when ur going through a rough patch, we're here to help" he says in a stern tone.
I nod my head knowing I can't get out of this even if I tried.
I finally agree to lunch. We collect our things and make our way out of the building.
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Miles ended up getting me a small fruit salad, encouraging me to eat as much as I can.
"So V. Have you spoken to Greyson yet?" Mia raises a curious brow.
I see Miles scrunching his eyebrows together in confusion.
"Greyson as in The Greyson who broke your heart?" Miles asks.
I nod my head "Erm he pulled me aside at the ball yesterday" I whisper.
"And what did he say?" Mia asks.
So I tell them everything Grey decided to drop on me. I explained to them how he also showed up at my house last night.
"Hold up. So your telling me. Greyson was forced into it other wise your cousin Lacy would take you back to your psycho ex, or worst case scenario she'd kill you?" Miles rambles, finding this absolutely insane.
I nod. Mia stares at me before slamming her fists on the table "are you fucking kidding me. She is your own family and she's threatening to kill you! I'm gonna fucking kill her!" She shouts.
"Mia calm down, we're in public" i hold her hand in mine.
She takes a few deep breaths before calming down.
"So how do you feel about all of this?" Miles pipes up.
I let out a huff slouching back into the chair "I don't know if I wanna go back there again. He broke down my walls and then hurt me. I can't trust him. How can I trust what he's telling me is true? I can't let him in again for him to break my heart again".
"Well do what you thinks best. We can give you advice but we cant tell you what to do" miles sends me a sad smile.
I smile back appreciating their help. But this I have to figure out on my own.
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I turn the engine off unbuckling my seatbelt, and grabbing my bag I get out the car.
Angelo is staying at his friends house tonight and I'm going to take a bubble bath, read a book and drink a glass of wine.
I open the front door taking off my heels after wearing them a whole day.
Damn my feet are killing me.
I hang up my keys and my coat before making my way to the kitchen.
I grab a wine glass and some wine and make my way up to my room.
Once I'm in my room I see no sign of Greyson, like he was never here.
Which is good.
I strip out of my clothes grabbing a fresh towel and walking into the bathroom.
I turn on the tap for the bath so that it's ready once I've taken my make up off.
I use a make up wipe to remove my make up and apply a face mask.
After a couple of minutes the bath is full, i turn off the tap.
I get into the boiling hot water submerging my body until all you can see is my neck and head.
I grab my book and my already pored wine and relax.
After sitting in the bath for god knows how long. I finally get out and dry off my body.
I wash off my face mask finishing off my skin routine and brushing my teeth.
I walk into my bedroom slipping on my pjs. I slipped into my bed pulling my covers up to my chin and close my eyes.
All of my problems are for tomorrow right now is for sleep.
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RomanceWhen V moves away from Italy with her baby boy Angelo she lives a life full of drama, pain, heartbreak but also insanely good times. V wanted to get away from her life in Italy. Promising herself she'll do anything to keep her little angel safe. One...