Chapter 21

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by gay_enderman1

by gay_enderman1

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After crying Ethan apologize and started crying more because he "ruined my shirt" i didn't care about the shirt I only cared about him and if he was ok.

He said he was tired and wanted to go to be but to my surprise he wanted me to come with him. He lightly grabbed my wrist and pulled my up stairs. He changed his clothes then we got into to bed.

Ethan went to sleep almost instantly. I looked at his face that seemed the most at rest while sleeping. I don't know what I said or did to make him cry but I still felt bad.

I didn't realize how a piece of his hair would always fall over his face or that he had acne only on his left cheek or that he liked blue a lot like how I like red.

I stared at him till I fell asleep. By the time I woke up it was somewhere around 5 am and Ethan had his head rested on my chest and arms trying to hug my whole body.

I sat up and woke him half awake.

"Your as hard as a rock Aiden" he said

"Yeah?" I said holding in my giggles

"Yeah " he said going back to sleep.

I fell back down next to him. I put my hand on this face and kissed his forehead. Then it hit me what am I doing? I wasn't gonna leave but what was I doing? What am I feeling right now? Why does it hurt when I think of him leaving me not like I don't deserve it but-

Ethan rolled over making the bed squeak a little. I put my arms around him. It doesn't matter as long as I'm with him. He can leave me if he wants I'll support him I just want him to be happy.

I didn't care what we were friends , lovers not that I'm gay I just want to be close to him. Like friends? But do friends wanna do the stuff that I wanna do to him to eachother? Probably not

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Sorry it's short I have to babysit a lot lol