Consequences Of Love: Matt x Mello

Chapter Ten

This chapter will be about Near as the eleventh chapter will follow up to this and I don't want readers to get the wrong view of Near whatever his decision.

"I don't want you to mention this to anyone." Mello's words have been constantly lingering in the back of my mind. I don't know how much longer I can endure what I witnessed two nights ago. I've been deprived from my sleep at night with the horrid images of Mello and Matt; his hand clasped around Mello's neck as they kiss... I get a queasy feeling in my stomach even thinking of it.

I wrap the strands of my white hair around my index finger contemplating what to do. If I were to reveal Mello and Matt's secret, the one I am now involved in, it would feel almost like betrayal despite not promising to not share it. And if I weren't, well how many more endless nights of deprived sleep and returning visions of what I saw would I have to continue experiencing?

I lay back on the uncomfortable carpet still deciding and considering the possibilities for each decision. Until, the strands of my hair unwrap from my finger and I have eventually came to my conclusion. I will regret this, but a part of me would also regret the other option I was pondering over.