[Patrick x reader] Fix My Broken heart (The Perks Of Being A Wallflower)

A meaningless kiss..and meaningful kiss...

At Sam and Patrick's house.

I leant on the counter the whole time i was there, thinking about Patrick. "I hope he's okay.." I said to myself.

I saw him come downstairs, he saw the both of us. "Do you wanna...get out of here, the both of you?" He asked, "sure.." I replied. "Sure Patrick." Charlie replied.

Charlie, and i were in the car with Patrick, i didn't know where he was taking us but he was taking us somewhere.

"Oh my god, My life is officially an after school special....son of a bitch!" Patrick said out of nowhere. Patrick starts talking about the story of Lily Miller, He's already told me it thousands of times... Aaand it's disgusting.

It's about this girl, Lily who was supposed to lose her virginity to this guy...But she didn't have a condom so they used the sandwich bag's...yeah i know it's gross..

They just started doing their urban legend game. "Fine. Okay your turn." He said to Patrick. "Y/n, wanna have a go?" Patrick asked me. "No thanks.." I passed, i didn't have anything as good. "Okay, I'll start mine then." Patrick said.

Patrick sat between me and Charlie. "There's this one guy, queer as a 3 dollar bill. The guy's father doesn't know about his son. So, he comes into the basement one night when he's supposed to be out of town. Catches his son with another boy, so he starts beating him. But not like the slap kind, the real kind. And the boyfriend says, "Stop! You're killing him!" But the son just yells, "Get out!" And, eventually, the boyfriend just... did..." Patrick explained.

"Why can't you save anybody?..." Patrick asked us both with tears in his eyes. "I-i don't know.." I said in a quiet voice.."i don't know..." Charlie replied with the same response.

"Forget it." He said changing the subject. "I'm free now right?" He said, referring to Brad. "I could meet the love my life any second." He said turning to me. "Thing will be different now, and that's good...they say be the good guy." He said. "Yeah." I reply quietly.

he suddenly kissed me out of nowhere. But it wasn't meaningful or romantic, it was sad and broken... I let him, let him kiss me. He needed it. He pulled away. "Sorry..." He said quietly, he then started crying over my shoulder.. all we could do was hug him.

(Charlie's quote - but y/n says it instead)

We didn't do anything other than kiss. And we didn't even do that for very long. After a while, his eyes lost the glazey numb look from the wine or the coffee or the fact that he had stayed up the night before. Then, he started crying. Then, he started talking about Brad to the both of us.
And I just let him. Because that's what friends are for.

After that he drove us back and stopped..

I've spent almost my whole life with Patrick. He begins every night really excited. He always says he feels free and tonight is his destiny. But after a while, he runs out of things to keep himself numb...