Sometimes I just wish I could be alone and that I don't want all of the attention. I just wish I had a person in my family that was there 24/7 for me and that could relate to me. I feel that I have no one. Yeah I have friends but they aren't always there for me when I need them. And also because I am an only girl in my family I tend to be more antisocial and alone. Same when we are with extended family because my cousins are boys except one and she is in her mid 20s so she won't understand me. I just want one person who I could have that I know I can count on when I need help. Also I wish I had a sister because I like a lot of music and things that my brothers tease me about. They'll insult my music taste and say that it sucks or its disgusting. I also get all of the attention and I hate tbh. Yeah I would like some attention here and there but every effing five minutes? Like yeah I'm the only girl, middle child but I don't need that much attention okay? Like I need some alone time and get off of my back for like 10 minutes at least.
Okay so that was all over the place..
