LOST [Monsta X Wonho]

REUNION

Wonho's POV

I stared at the watch in my hand, still refusing to believe that we got it back, that Y/n had it. I let out a sigh of relief and smiled softly at her while she stood silently in front of me.

"Thank you Y/n. But...where did you get it?" I thanked her but couldn't hold the curiosity.

"Zuho gave it to me. He got it from Marco. He apologized and he said that he knew that it meant so much to us" She answered seriously.

I only nodded as a response and put it on my pocket. I stood up and she took few steps back. I kind of felt hurt by the gesture. Was she afraid of me? Did she hate me that much?

"I don't hate you." She said and quickly left to the bathroom, closing and locking the door after.

I just stayed standing and frozen in my place, thinking of how did she read my thoughts, but then I remembered that we are connected to each other. But why couldn't I read her this whole time? I guessed she managed to block her thoughts from me because she was mad at me.

Y/N's POV

After saying what I said and running to the bathroom, I closed the door and locked it then I rest my back on the door and closed my eyes for a second.

Why did I say that?

I slowly sat on the floor and hugged my knees closer to my chest and started crying. I couldn't control my tears anymore. I felt lost and so much confused. I still love him but I kept denying it because I didn't want to feel bad after I leave him. So I thought treating him coldly will drive him away from me.

Few minutes passed, I took a quick shower then wore comfortable clothes and decided to go to the dinning room.

As I walked in, all eyes were on me. I stood there like a statue. I had no idea what to do or what to say. I looked at them one by one. All of them were sitting and eating peacefully, while Kihyun added more food to the table. But Changkyun was no where to be seen.

"Oh hey, finally you are here. Come join us for dinner" Minhyuk said excitedly, breaking the awkward silence.

I smiled softly and sat slowly beside Hyungwon and Wonho. That was the only empty seat.

"Where is Changkyun?" I asked and noticed how Wonho clenched his jaw and tightened his grip around his cup. I decided to not ask anything anymore.

"He'll be here in no time" Kihyun noticed the tension and answered.

"Okay" I just simply said and started digging in. I ate like a maniac.

"Slow down. You will choke on your food" Hyungwon noted with a disgusted face. I stopped munching my noodles and looked up and see everyone eyeing me.

The sauce was all around my mouth. Wonho hesitated but then gave up and turned to wipe my face. I felt embarrassed as my cheeks turned pink.

"Oh hey!" Changkyun greeted and took an extra chair and sat between Jooheony and Hyungwon.

"How are you doing" He asked me calmly.

"Doing fine, I guess... you?" I answered.

"Happy to see you again" He said that like it was something normal but I, in the other side,I felt butterflies in my stomach. I just nodded and Continued eating.

After finishing the food in peace, I helped Kihyun in cleaning the dishes and the kitchen.

"Thank you" I suddenly felt like thanking him. Kihyun stopped whatever he was doing and turned to face me with a confused face.

"For what?" He asked.

"I don't know... for everything?" I said awkwardly and avoided looking into his eyes.

"You are always welcome" He chuckled and ruffled my hair.

I gave him a warm smile and walked to my room. I sat on the edge of the bed and sighed. I started thinking about Zuho. I just wanted to see him and leave as soon as possible.

Without noticing, a tear dropped from my eye but I quickly wiped it as I heard a knock on my door.

"Come in" I said.

"Hey" Changkyun greeted me and came to sit next to me.

"Hey" I greeted him back and smiled softly.

"I know you that you are going through a lot and I'm sure that you miss your real home..." He started after clearing his throat. I just listened silently while my gaze was on the floor in front of me.

"I'm sorry for troubling you and my hyungs are sorry too. I wish you could forgive us all" He smiled softly at the end.

"No, I must thank you for saving my life many times and taking care of me. It's true I'm hurt and I miss home and family but..." I said as he grabbed my hand and rubbed it gently with his thumb.

I couldn't finish what I was going to say and started crying. My tears betrayed me. I was trying to hold and be strong for a while.

"It's okay" Changkyun hugged me as his hand went up and down my back.

"I just want to end this and forget about everything but at the same time I don't want that to happen" I wiped my tears with my sleeves and sobbed.

"I get that. But you have to do what's best for you and you know that." He wiped another tear that had slipped on my cheek. He sadly smiled and it only made more tear stream down my face.

"I know" I sniffled.

"There's something I want to show you" He said and stood up.

"What is it?" I asked curiously.

"Come with me " He said and I stood following right close behind him.

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To Be Continued...

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