The faster it passes the harder it is to hold.

Why me?...

I walked down stairs to join my friends for break, but they weren't there. I went everywhere looking for them then went outside for a smoke..who should I see but them stood there smoking, With Jason!!!? "Hi guys" "hey Lauren what's up, we where just talking about you" "oh that's funny I was just FUCKING HUNTING FOR YOU" "sorry girl we didn't know where you where so we came outside we couldn't wait for ever...have you met Jason" fliss said whilst stroking his arm. "Yes...actually I have." Jason pulled away from fliss and came and stood by me "this is the girl I was talking about from my psychology class" he said with a smile.
Fliss looked irritated...
Ashley tried to break the tension by talking about the upcoming tests, but it wasn't exactly a great way to break tension, with stress. I looked at the time and It was time for lesson, I went inside to get my folder out of my locker, alone. I went to Class wondering what was going on with fliss, and why she looked so angry with me. I hadn't done anything, it should be me angry with them for walking off without me, it's a small thing to get upset about anyway ...
I was on my free after that lesson anyway so I had something to look forward to and fliss and Ashley where on my free aswell so that's not too bad I guess, gives us time to sort stuff out. in class we learnt about writing short stories, and poetry, our teacher had a bit of an eccentric personality, but I guess that comes with being an English teacher. She let me go three minutes early due to my story being good. She said it showed true potential.
I went to our usual table and fliss and Ashley where already there, I sat down and fliss didn't look at me so I thought I'd just say straight up "What's going on?" "Lauren what do you mean" "you've been acting funny with me since break. What. Is. Going. On." "The boy I have liked all the way through high school thinks you're cute!" She shouted everywhere, at that moment Jason walked past with a confused look on his face. We all stared at him as he stood and stared back. He then briskly turned and walked away. "Jason wait!" Fliss cried as she ran after him..I just sat quietly, blushing.
She returned after roughly ten minutes, on the brink of crying, me and Ashley grabbed her arms and took her into the changing rooms, where the "private" toilets where, and she just burst out in tears. "HE DOESNT LIKE ME!" She screamed.. "It'll be okay, it's his loss" Ashley said "NO MY LIFE IS OVER I FINALLY GOT THE COURAGE TO ASK HIM OUT AND HE TURNED ME DOWN!!" "Fliss he's not the end all be all of boys, I heard someone liked you the other day in film studies... Suddenly she stopped crying and looked at me like she was about to pounce then she spoke "who likes me...?" "You know that guy in second year, erm Matty I think his name is" "OMG HES SO FUCKING CUTE, HE LIKES ME ARE YOU SURE?!" "Yeah I heard him telling Jack the other day" that satisfied her enough to come out of the changing rooms.