Javon Walton/Ashtray Imagines

Stop doing drugs - Ashtray

[TW: Drugs]

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Y/n and Ashtray were a very cute couple for a few months now. Normally Ashtray is always pissed off, and he's always mean to others except you and Fez. ''He has a soft spot for you'' Fez always tells you. And if sometimes Ash is really pissed off, you're always there to make him happy again. He always protected you and he always will, because he couldn't bare it to lose you. Although there has always been one problem; Since you met Ashtray and Fez, you came into contact with drugs. And you became a drug addict. Fez and Ash always felt really bad about that, because they were the reason you were always doing drugs. Therefore,  Ash demanded you to stop doing drugs. You agreed with him but you always took drugs in secret with Rue, your other friend. She was a drug addict too.

One day Rue texted you:

Rue: Hi y/n, wanna get high?

Y/n: Yeah sure! I really need drugs atm

Rue: Okay, I'll  see you in an alleyway behind Fez's shop

Y/n: Okay cya

Rue: cya

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Ashtray saw you texting with someone, so he asked: 'Who's that? Not Rue right? You know I love you and that I can't allow you to take drugs again. You giggle and reply: 'Ofcourse not Ash, I love you too.' He found it kinda suspicious, just because you didn't really have much friends except Rue, Maddy, Fez, and him. He raised an eyebrow and asked you: 'Who is it then? I feel bad to say it, but I don't really believe you anymore since Fez caught you doing drugs with Rue..' You became silent and you answer him: 'It's just my mom, she wants me home at 4. It's kinda weird you don't believe me, I'm literally your girlfriend and bestfriend. Why would i lie to you?' 

He looks at you in a serious way and says: 'Because your an addict, y/n. Addicts never tell the truth if it's about drugs.' You look at him and scoff: 'Well yeah, but this isn't about drugs. Anyways, it's almost 4 so I got to go. Cya later Ash!' You walk out of the room without a hug, kiss, or even a "I love you". Ash feels kinda bad because normally you always kiss him saying goodbye. Anyways, it didn't hurt him that much. As long as y/n was safe. Well, was she...?

You see Rue in an alleyway. You walk up to her and say happily: 'Hiya Rue! How's it been?' She smiles and says: 'Well, good now I see you here. So, what do you want to take today?' You think for a while, until Rue shows you this small weird bag with 2 pills in it. 'Um what's this?' You ask her. She smirks and replies: 'This shit, is fentanyl. A very strong drug. You have to be careful though, it's easy to overdose with this. Do not fuck with this. So, are you in?' You hestitate for a second but you nod. Rue gives you it, and you ask her if you can keep it to share it with you big sis, Maddy. 'Sure, thing. Just be careful with it. 2 pills, and you're most of the time dead. It gives you a nice feeling though.' Rue and you smoke a few blunts and you both snort 4 lines of coke. Rue looks at you and says: 'Woah man, you really look high. Your eyes are red and big like fuck.'

You laugh and say: 'Don't worry, I'll cover it up. It was fun, I'm gonna go back to Ash now. Thanks for the pills, cya later Rue!' Rue chuckles and hugs you. You walk out of the alleyway and enter Fez's shop again. Fez looks weird at you, as you're trying to cover your eyes a bit. You go to the sunglasses in the store and pick one. 'Ay Fez, I'll borrow these from you. The sun hurts much bro.' Fez furrows one eyebrow and asks you: 'It's literally raining, why the fuck?' You laugh and go to Ash's room. You hug him and ask him: 'My mom said she was gone for the night, could I stay over?' Ashtray gives a kiss on your forehead and replies: 'Ofcourse y/n, you could even stay as long as you want.' You give him a long kiss and put on a new hoodie, because you were soaking wet. 'Y/n?'

You look at him and answer: 'Yeah?'

'Why the fuck are you wearing sunglasses? It's literally raining outside.' You laugh and say: 'I just like these sunglasses, mind your own bussiness dummy.' He makes a serious face and says: 'Take off your sunglasses now. Prove your eyes aren't big and red. I know you are doing drugs again.'

You shake your head and go to the bathroom before Ash could tell you to come back. You look in the mirror, and take the small bag with 2 pills of fentanyl. Actually you didn't want to keep it to share it with Maddy, you wanted it for yourself. You wanted to know what the good feeling from fentanyl was. Ash starts banging on the door and you shout: 'Go away, I'm showering!' Ash sighs, because he knows you're lying. You look in the mirror again and smile. You open the bag of fentanyl and grab the 2 pills. You remember what Rue said about taking more than 1 pill. But you didn't give a fuck. You wanted that good feeling you always get from drugs. You place the pills on your tongue, and swallow them. It hits directly. God, it feels so good. You open the bathroom-door and you see Ash sitting in his room. Ash acts like nothing happened and asks you: 'Wanna watch a movie?' You nod and smile.

Ash chooses a random movie that you don't even remember anymore, because you feel the drugs all in your body. It feels like you're floating. As he starts the movie, you try to concentrate your eyes on the screen [You still had your sunglasses on, otherwise Ash would directly know you're high], but you can't. Ash sees that your eyes are getting heavy and he asks you: 'Are you alright ma?' You nod and still look at the screen, but your eyes almost get black. You say to Ashtray: 'Imma get a glass of water' He nods and as you try to stand up, the drugs have taken over your body. You black out and fall on the ground. Ash runs towards you and shout for Fez, and Fez comes running to you. 'Check her pulse' Fez says out of breath. Ash grabs your wrist and he sighs relieved as he feels you still have a heartbeat. Ash wanted to take you to the hospital, but he knew they would get in trouble for selling drugs. That's also why their grandma isn't in the hospital, but in a room at their house. They place you on the couch, and Ash puts a cold wet towel on your head. You open your eyes and you throw up right away. Your eyes are opening and closing again and again, and Fez tells Ashtray: 'This is lookin bad, man. Ion know if she is gonna make it man.' Ash sighs. 'Let's just wait, I'm sure she will.'

After 2 hours you're fully awake again. You ask Ash what's happened. He looks furious, but he tries to stay calm. 'Look y/n, you overdosed. I told you not to take any drugs!' Your eyes start to water, and you hug Ashtray. 'I-I'm sorry Ash. It's all my fault, please forgive me..' He kisses your forehead and says: 'I forgive you ma, don't worry. But promise me you will never touch drugs again.'

'I promise'

Since that time, you stopped doing drugs. Even it was really hard for you, Ash was always there to help you. Rue felt bad for you and she promised she would never give you drugs ever again.