Lost N Love . KaoEarth

vii

Yeah, I badly need to do something about Phi constantly ordering me. Like out of nowhere. But should I do it? What if he gets mad if I mention it?

I'm currently in Wabi Studio. Of course we need to work since money doesn't need us, we need money. Why do I need to experience this kind of dilemma?

I nibbled my fingernails. This is a life or death situation... but I should try at least, right?

I stood up as I slammed both of my hands on the desk. There's no turning back. This is now or never.

"Are you going somewhere?" P'Up asked behind me.

I gulped.

"Uhm... Actually I was planning to go in your office."

He is holding a folder, bet he is going to y'know, ask a favor. I'm not trying to sound lazy or anything but I just can't explain it for now.

"Oh, why?" He asked while checking the papers he was holding.

"Can we talk in private?" not that I'm shy to expose myself or anyone but I think this matter should be talked about privately. Why am I explaining this to you??

His brows furrows then his face eventually relaxes.

"You can speak here Earth, it's fine."

Eh? Seriously? But he is my superior so...

"Okay?..." This is it. This is now or never.

"Phi, first of all, don't get me wrong. I meant no harm, I just noticed that you keep ordering me around even your assistant is avail-"

"And?" He raised his brow.

I stood there in silence, Did I mess up already? I don't know what to say next. I can't say that the ordering part wasn't in my job description. I mean, like doing stuff like I'm his SECRETARY.

He started to massage his temple. He is annoyed.

"So... you're complaining about it? Just because you saw my assistant is available? She is sick, okay? If you don't want to do it, just tell me. It's no big deal."

I quickly waved my hands as a sign of disagreement. Did I said something wrong? Oh god.

"No Phi, that isn't my point." I'll be evicted yeah?

"Telling the truth isn't difficult, you know. Just tell me you just don't wanna do it. That's it."

I bit my lower lips, trying to control my emotions. Maybe he was right but I don't want to lose my job. This is embarrassing.

I bowed down.

"My apologies. That was an unacceptable manner I showed moments ago. I'm really sorry and I'm going to reflect about my action."

"I hate it when people are lying." He said irritatedly.

Lying? Huh? Can he read my thoughts?

"I'm really sorry for doing such a thing, I wasn't thinking straight."

He crossed his arm on his chest, pursing his lips as if he's thinking about something.

"You're a liar." Then he flashed a bitter smile.

What? Did I lie unconsciously? I didn't, I just didn't mention it right? I'm still not sure if I'm trying to make excuses just to do him favors.

He looked at me in disbelief. This man, c'mon. Why do people act like I have telekinetic powers??

"Aren't you gonna admit it? Okay, let me remind you. The time I asked you if you're still in contact with Kao. Mhm?"

My hands landed on my mouth as a surprised reflex. Did he just... accuse me for something I didn't do?