This is the end of everything my name is Sebastian Surrey I am going to take the final step out of this world why because I'm tired of this crap going around every day and pretending everything is okay sure it should be right I have a wonderful loving family good grades wonderful friends and nice neighbors good future oh well it's time to open your eyes and take a look behind the closed doors Half of my so called wonderful friends are bitches liars idiots and spoiled brats that could've sold my soul to the devil if only they got enough money for it The nice neighbors are inside just a bunch of people who play way too high music screams the whole night through let their dogs and cats do whatever they feel like at your lawn without cleaning it up and then get pissed if the same thing happens to them mother... I just want you to know that this wasn't your fault you did your best even though it wasn't enough to protect me nor Jonathan father... I wish I could say the same to you but you didn't do your best you didn't even try always the same word I do it because I love you so you got drunk because you loved us so you punched and kicked us because you loved us so you showed all that hate because you loved us and what did you do to Jonathan I don't believe you in one way this was your fault Felicia Soraya and Yosh you are the best friends I ever had I ever could've wished for I just want to say I'm sorry for leaving you you were always there for me I wish I could have the same courage so this is it? I'm there now at the end don't hate me for this. Just remember me as I was keep my memory alive One person less in this cruel evil awful world will it matter? Soraya I will be waiting for you down in hell remember our promise I just left a bit earlier than we thought Jonathan... Dear beloved you I'm sorry for that time not being able to protect you but... You broke our promise you left me alone but... Now I understand the pain you were going through I will be with you soon so don't worry and for all the people I forgot to mention in this my last letter. Some of you mean a lot to me and you're worthy of everything I can give you I wish I could've given you more I love you goodbye
