Didn't Had a Choice

chapter 24

I had the whole strength held in covering the bump so till the end they will not know i want to kill the child as it was frustrating me but it is inside me if I wanted it to be dead it can kill me also so all i have to do was wait for the pregnancy to over the order did not have to know about it or they will ask many questions then came my worst before i managed to deliver the child the Potter and black came drunk that night and said if i give them no information then they will kill the child inside me which can lead to my death also i knew that all along i think they came to know about it only tonight they came near to me they were much taller and muscled as they were not the one who were prisoned than black told me to strip i was furious but it will be better to do what he wants then to die so i stripped and they commented even in my pregnancy i had the body of an angel they wanted to pleasure it i resist so they do it by force they bind my hands and legs legs to the wall i had no strength to fight back they done several things like fingered me kissed me massaged my breast spanked me several time even make deep cuts and carved bitch i wanted to die that moment but to no avail they never cared and continued it till the morning they went to their room before reminding me to dress myself and take care of the baby and told me to clean the room i wondered how in those chains and recent intense intercourse i can do that all but if i had to survive i have to do it the child was kicking me like it will not wait for 2 days and just pierced my stomach and came out i was in tears but at the same time have to behave normal then entered Dumbledore he will know all about this so without waiting he asked the direct question of who did this to me and i said if i revealed they will kill me again Dumbledore was no fool so he called the Marauder in and asked they were not as talented mind blocking wizard as i am so Dumbledore had every memory of it then he did something i expected him to do sooner as he always was the cruelest as described by father he said they should have to be more cruel than this to make a girl a death eater talk like me and before exiting the room he said do your worst and they did without thinking hold my hair banged my forehead kicked me to my stomach even fucked me asked me if i am ready to spill anything i wanted to say something so i did for the last time i held black and Potter by their throats and crucioed them i never know what gave me strength but they were begging to stop but I didn't as they never did when I asked they only applied more force to my pain so i did the same however unlike me their saviour came on time Lupin petrified me and Snape leviate both unconscious body to lily i can hear her cry as it was very less chance if they have the same State of mind i was satisfied but not fully as i know they will be back having sane mind as i know which degree it has to be to drive insane Lupin was furious and so was lily she barged in the room and lily performed the shield on lily so i will not be able to Hex at second i will not do it in anyway as i was out of breath then lily held me to her level and said give me a reason to not kill you and i replied oh darling i really wanted to be as good as death but i can't as i had not only one life of min to save but there are two any revealing the bump to her she was stucked in horror she said why she never told anyone so i pointed at Lupin and told her why not ask your dear husband or better to be someone who is present there when it happened or better when he is present here lily backed away from Lupin i laughed why so shocked mudblood they are nothing better or should I say worst than death eaters she wanted to help me but i never needed it i collapsed to the floor and informed i have to deliver the child so they have to leave the room mudblood insisted that i cannot perform the deed alone but i was trained to face every situation in any way and i threw the mudblood and werewolf out of the room and i performed a charm that i never expecto patronum i had to be successful in my first attempt and yes i was i had no happy memories but i had a strong urge to keep fighting for my family after that i was unconscious but my patronus saved me the child was brought inside the world i heard her first cry it was the cry of war then i woke up with a force being thrown on the ground i never wanted to open my eyes as it was only worst when i did it then the hands forced me and performed the magic only my father was capable of i was pleased he was torturing me but i cared less as i was finally with him i opened my eyes he smiled to me and said i have been passed out for the whole day so had to do it of course he was successful he is the best then he asked several questions of my days in the prisoner and give him every single details except pregnancy and he was expecting me to confess it myself but i was too startled from the worst nightmare i never did he crucioed me and i confessed then he said something that i regretted why in first place i had that much of torture who wanted to me to be dead as a mother of child it was not from pleasure of course but i carried the child for whole 9 months even saw my near death all in vain never give them any information about my parents only to be killed by my father then he asked if the child was alive i was not aware so i lied she is dead the moment she came outside me i killed her then I was unconscious he for the first time hugged me it was worth it after all those days of struggle he showed love to his daughter only in min replaced by the words 'avada kedavra' and everything vanished.
The end