I really do love you, but I feel lied to.
I thought I knew you but who's beside you?
Why's your face droopy, I know your not a cartoon .
But now all I can do is get high, to make you the one who I miss.
Why do I feel misled? Why did our love go?
I don't think I can portray the dread I felt a while ago.
I knew you were just like him, I knew you'd try to mess with me.
You said you love me, but now I know you're just the enemy.
Are you cat, am I the mouse.
Are you real, is this even your house.
Get away from me you little sneaky fuck!!
Who are you and where is the one I truly love?!
Be quiet? If anybody has the right to be loud it's me!!
Tell me the truth! Where is he?!
And who's that downstairs?!! Oh company??
You still lie?!! I KNOW THEY CAME FOR ME!!
Oh they didn't? I'm sorry I really thought they had..
Are you okay? You look really sad.
I'm sorry you know I didn't mean what I said..
I promise it was just the demons deep in my head...
What? No! Please, I promise love you.
Please don't go, I now notice I can touch you.
Now I feel, your real, it was just me slipping.
I'm so sorry, I never meant to hurt you.
Please let's just forget it and burry it deep in the dirt too.
Ah great, it was just a dream.
I was really worried babe I thought I made a scene. I love it right here where I know I truly love you, and where I know you do too.
I want to stay in this paradise forever where it's just me and you.
This paradise where it's just us. Just the two.
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The Dissociation
PoetryI wrote this in my notes one night at like 2 AM because I was trying to understand the headspace of my significant other at the time. I sent to a friend who had really bad dissociation and they said it was pretty good. Sooooo I decided to post it...
