Kiani is love, Kiani is life.

Off we go..

Well I don't know if you can watch this video that's my header for this chapter but my eyes.. THIS WILL BE A LONG CHAPTER I HOPE!!

WILL POVS
I like seeing Jordan happy to see me. It makes... Feels come to me. Damn do I like him. Well do I even like him? I mean I didn't really even use the word "love" to describe it. Damn it Will. Well I see Jordan waking towards me. I wear long sleeves bc I need to cover up what I have done before I came to the airport. He looks confused as he sees me tug at my sleeves. *Minutes later* Jordan is right in front of me and we hug and just stare at each other, eye to eye.

JORDANS POV

I find Will, I hug him, he hugs me tighter, we stop hugging and stared at each other, eye to eye. For a minute or two. He finally speaks up, " Well um, we should get going now :)". I nod and grab my bags and we head to his car. On the way to his house I just stare out the window thinking about the hug.. I just think he's so perfect. I want to just Ki-- NO Jordan don't think that. He's just a friend remember?! I just start to remember as he hugged me and my cuts started to sting like hell. I'll get over it. I fall asleep for a couple of minutes until I feel someone picking me up like a bride. I pretend I'm still asleep because I know it's Will and I don't want to ruin the moment!!

WILL POV

Jordan fell asleep on the way to my house. I didn't really think this over. I didn't have a spare room. I have my room and the couch. Dang it WILL!! As we get home I stop my car and Jordan is Sound asleep, he looks so adorable!! I decide I'll take his luggage into my room and then I'll get him. I put the luggage away and head out to the car, Jordan, still sleeping, I pick him up like a bride and carry him into my house onto my bed. I go outside and get some fresh air.

JORDANS POV
Will's bed smells so good. I think he went outside for something. He walks back in the house not trying to make a sound but fails terribly😂. He walks into his room, while im on his bed, I pretend to wake up from the nap, as he watches me, then he walks into his bathroom thats in his room and locks it. I feel alone. I tell Will that I'm going to go into his other bathroom and use it. So I went into the other bathroom and I find my blade and start doing what I usually do, except, silently.

WILLS POV
I walk into my bathroom holding my blade, shutting and locking the door behide me. Jordan went to use the other bathroom. As I start doing what I do. I felt really bad that I'm doing this while Jordan is visiting.. As I clean up, and wash my arms, I stand there. After awhile I unlock the door but I don't get out. I fall to the floor crying. I hate what I see.

JORDANS POV

I hide my blade, I clean up as I hear a loud bang sound. I hurry up running to Will's room and hear crying.. I walk into Will's bathroom and see him cry is one of the worst things to see. I drop to my knees trying to see what happened but Will stands up and says," sorry I just had an emotional moment." As I calm him down I hug him but he hugs me tighter. This time we stared at each others eyes but I decided to go alittle further... I look at his lips and kiss him roughly but passionately.. He starts doing the same. I realize what we are doing is so wrong but feels so right! He lets me explore his mouth while he explores mine. We move into his room and lay on his bed, still kissing. He stops me and says," Jordan not now please.. WE need time."

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