Kiani is love, Kiani is life.

:( // Kiani

TRIGGER WARNING : don't read it you don't like blood, crying, or get Triggered easy.

Btw I listened to (Ride - TØP(Twenty One Pilots) and I listened to the whole 'BlurryFace' playlist too)
You should ;)
Jordan's View
I talk to Will about our future kid and OUR future. We cuddled a lot. We checked Twitter and YouTube comments on the vid. Very good except like 10 comments saying its a sin. We don't care. We cared about our family. Will was like no other girl I dated, they all were skanky, nosy, picky, and stubborn. But of course I found out I was gay when I date my first Boyfriend, Mark. Mark, I hate him now. He would leave me home and he would go drink and when he got home, he'd blame and yell all his problems at me. (A/n I still love TheBigD dw) When I found Will, my life changed. He was like no other, Will was gorgeous. His curly brown hair, brown eyes, his smile, his jawline that I have put hickeys on before was perfect. He was perfect. Will was the Tear In My Heart ;) TØP;) (a/n The Songs on the radio are OKAY, BUT MY TASTE IN MUSIC IS YOUR FACE) I couldn't believe I didn't know about Will sooner. Honestly I never would care who or what Will Was, If he was born a girl, who gives a fuck? I don't. I love him. I fell him and for his eyes because your eyes are the only thing that never grows old. I'm happy that now I have Will and my child. Will doesn't talk much. Unless he is concerned. Probably social anxiety bc maybe people teased him. Fuck off. I want to tease Will about being mine only. Nobody can have him. NOBODY.
•••••••••• Time Skip I Guess
I found Myself zoned out and Will was no where to be found near me. I hear crying in the bathroom, the door was locked. I knock and no answer. I almost bust the door down when Will unlocks the door, he stands there his wrist blood drippy, blade is wine red. He stands with one arm bleeding and the other covering it but not helping much.
"What The Hell Will!!"
"I'm sorry Jordan I don't know what got into m-"
"No!! We can't do this anymore. We don't need to do this anymore. We need to keep the baby Safe. Will if you hit your vein you could of killed yourself and our baby!" I say as I try to clean him up.
"Jordan I'm so sorry I wasn't thinking right. I don't know why you like me. I don't know why you came to England. I don't understand why yo-"
I cut him off my kissing his lips.
"Will when I'm done with cleaning your arm, you are giving me all your blades including mine. We are going to flush them." I say.
"I really love you Will, don't forget that. I know you love me too, we have an unborn child and we need to stick together. Thick and thin. You understand!?"
"Yes Jordan I understand and I'm stupid I hate myself, I'm too skinny and I don't like what I see. Like I said Self Harming is an escape for me and you. And I will give you my blades okey."
*I clean up Will's arm and medicated it and wrap it up*
"Hey Will you're not leaving my side okay bc you mean the world to me and I don't want to lose you forever. You are the best thing that has happened to me." I say.
" I promise Jordan I won't leave your side again."
*We grab our blades and flush them.*
We go back in the living room.
We sit in silence.