Blue butterfly >¡< [ Jayhoon ] >¡< Enhypen

>¡< I fell so hard

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When everyone thought Jay he was unconscious
Actualy he was awake not fully but at least for couple secondes to hear enough.

He heared hwa he saw his face and could get an idea of the place where he was
He thought he was dreaming, but he wasn't he can't describe how much he had missed seeing the light, despite his eyes being swollen and his vision being blury
He could describe someone getting couple steps toward him he ended standing too close that Jay could only see his long legs and had no force left in him to rise his head up

"Kill him Sunghoon"
it quickly clicked inside his head

After all they have done to him why was he standing still by there side, not doing anything.
Is it because he already chosed to listen to them he chosed to believe them? .

A tear rolled from his eyes when he closed them, this was much more painfull, he didn't want to know what happen next.

Thenjay fell in deep sleep.
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"What is on your mind Sunghoon?" His brother asked him the curiosity eating him up like how hungry parasites eats a dead body.
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Sunghoon felt as if he he was stabed from both side and could not escape the pain cause either way he will get even more hurt.

All his sense were making him craving revenge.

he slowly advanced till he was standing near jays lying body

What he was about to do demanded lot of heart
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He opened his palm infront of one of hwa's men who were remaining by Jay's body, his hand that looked so white and clean yet with the same he had killed hundred of peoples, stained it with diffrent type of blood .

He was asking for his gun by that

"Hand it" the determination in both eyes and voice.

Hwa's green widened like a freak he thought Sunghoon was replying to his wishes.
He gave a simple node for his subordinate who was waiting for him to give the autrisation
Allowing Sunghoon to take the gun in hand and aime freely

Just when Seonghwa said finaly!

Sunghoon killed both of his men, he punished who brought Jay to his miserable state.
After all he wasn't dealing with just human
This was to be the destinated ending for anyone who touch him again.

Then he bind on his knees on the floor and on top of their mixed blood
he couldn't see more than Jay at that moment
He caressed his beautiful face that was deformed from their merciless punches.

His arms found their way and slided under jays back , he caried him in his arms
And carried his broken heart with him.

"Sunghoon!!"
His brother was curious of what he was up to, just a moment before, Sunghoon had the illusion his brother cared for him but he actualy didn't he made his heart shatter twice .

" if you chose to keep his life it will be under one condition
"He stay here, he stay alive, he leave.... he die "
He was going to be stuck with them till he dies

When sunghoon turned his head to give him the side look
He had a face full of rage un angry glare and bared teeth
Right now... he had only one desire , it was to kill them all , and drink their blood. just like they killed the peace in him
"nobody, and this include you too brother .... will be allowed to even breath next to him from now on "
This was a death warning
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He brought him inside his room
Took care of his injuries and showered him put him into the bed.
He could only watch and wait for him to get better
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What else can he do, the damage is already done, he wanted to scream and let this pain off.
Sunghoon could feel hatred and love in the same amount toward this boy
But he just can let him go ir else he will become a single loser.
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Jay staied unconscience for a day and a half
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While Sunghoon decided to leave
He can't do anything when jay is in this condition
He is not in the best state to take all the blame and pay for his mistakes
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He will waite for him to get better and hold him accountable for his one unforgettable crime.

He is the only one who has the fully right on Jay
No body is allowed to make him pay for his mistake
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Jay was awake
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His blue marks had turned yellow
His injuries weren't healing any fast
But his face was getting better, he was geting as beautiful as before.
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Sunghoon had left for a week
He probably had joined his brother on their missions
And didn't have the time to come and Check on Jay
He had somehow abandoned him
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Making Jay's world
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A complet
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Darkness
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As if there was no future to see nor a life to live anymore
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A broken hearts and a soul crying in silence
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He wasn't there for him anymore
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But still
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Pain was there sadness was there....and emptiness .
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He wished death to come and take him
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It's been weeks
Jay stoped counting the amount of days he has been kept there.
He doesn't know how he made it but he is still alive
Even after hoon was back
His life remined the same
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Sunghoon brought the cup of water to the front of Jay's dray
cut lips
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He stared at his face as if he was lost in it
Jay's eyes were open, but he knew they weren't looking at him and the only thing he could see was the emptiness of the dark place he has been stuck in.

He doesn't speak he doesn't interact with anything he doesn't cry anymore
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"Drink please"
He whispered next to his face , he is been too careful trying not to scare him

Jay slaped his hand hard.
Making the cup shatter into pieces on the floor

Sunghoon stood up right after that " Why are you still being like this!! What do you want from me?!!" This shocked Sunghoon he was already mad but he wanted to see more from Jay he wanted to see him fight for life.

"Kill me! I want you to kill me!!..... "Jay exclaimed his wish then burst into tears
please just .."
He hasn't spoke for weeks it was so nice hearing his voice again
Sunghoon from excitement shut his mouth with a strong kiss
Jay couldn't recognize the feeling on his lips at the first two seconde but he felt alive after getting all the warmness on his face

He broke away

"You stupid! "
I am trying my best to make you live why do you want to die so badly!
Why do you want to leave me!!"
Why why!!"
But the later lowered his head as if he was averting his eyes

"Answer me!!" He insisted
Jay stood up suddenly "Being held as your prisoner is not a life you offer to me!.. I don't deserve this.....at least not from you!" his lips trembled

.......This is not what you promised me" he whispered weakly before tears strated pouring like heavy rain from both eyes

Next Sunghoon didn't understand what he was about to do
When Jay bend down to pick a slice of the broken of the glass
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Then he turned around to show Sunghoon "If you don't put an end to this , I will do it myself "
He was about to cut his wrist
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Sunghoon didn't bother snatching it from his hands

"You can actually..see " Sunghoon watched him in disbelieve
"What ?"
"You can fvcking see!!!"

And then he earned a punch on the face
Jay stumbled to the back and fell to the ground, then droped the lam piece from his hand to touch his Jaw

" Stop your acting you already got back your eyes sight and you hided it from me !!"
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He did hide this fact
Since he had no hopes of getting out of this nightmare he was living in
He was being selfish not knowing he was all the aspects of the word hope for someone else
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There was a long silence followed by Jay's sniffing till Sunghoon helped him get up to stand to his level
He huged him tightly
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"I can't help seeing you like this I still love you.. dammit!"
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I don't realy care anymore I don't care if you were the reason I lost my father I just want to be happy with you
And I want you to be happy with me"
I believe I deserve you after everything
"Let's get married"
It's the only way "
Once you become mine and hold my
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He won't think of hurting you
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Because you will become family too".
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