Out of reach

Chapter 3

Alexa pov:

It had been a week or soo since my little freak out and I'm trying so hard not to talk or hang out with Danielle and Stefania. Even when we have scenes together, witch happens quit often since I'm playing their foster kid. Every time I got close to them I could feel my heart and the worst part is that I don't even know why I'm scared. I guess I have just never opened up to anyone like that before, I didn't even say that much I just cried. They never actually asked about the blood stain on my shirt but I knew they wanted too.

Today I got a bigger problem than some blood on my shirt or at least it felt like it. I've got a black eye and normally that wouldn't be a problem cause worse things has happened to me but last week Stefania seemed so worried that something had happened to. Just the fact that she was worried scared me a little, nobody ever really cared. I'm sitting in my trailer as my mind takes me to a place I don't want to be.

~Flashback to the night before~  

"Get up!" I hear my dad yell as I'm laying in bed. "Did you fucking hear me, Get up slut!" I feel my body go numb as he grabs my arm and pulls me out of bed.

"I'm so..sorry" I never really liked calling him dad so I always tried to avoid it. My mind knew what he was planning to do. What he always did when he needed something to do. 

"TAKE YOU PANTS OF" he yelled just standing over me, I've done this way to many times for my liking. I always thought about fighting against him but when I did that last I ended up in the hospital where my dad made me tell them I was in a fight at school. But this night I just couldn't handle it.

"NO, get off me, NOW" I could feel my breathing starting to speed up as he looked me dead in the eye. It all felt so slow, his eyebrows going up like they always do when he's angry and then the hand nearing my face. I could feel go through my body until everything went black  

~End of  flashback~

Finally I thought to myself as I could start to move my feet. Normally when I had these kind of attacks I would just stay in them for like 2 minutes but this time it was worse. My brain kept playing last night for my eyes. I was looking around on the bed for my bed and when I finally found I realized that I should have been in the make-up trailer like 5 minutes ago. As I begin to run to out of my trailer I can feel my legs giving in under me but trying hard not to fall cause I don't want to make a scene. As I walk in to the trailer this time more slow and confident so they wont think anything of it, I see Danielle sitting in the chair next to mine. Why didn't I think about that all my scenes are with her and Stefania today of course she would also be here.

"Hi!" She says happily after me as I walk past her. I turn around to look at her but before I can say anything she looks at me shocked. "Alex what happened? Are you okay!?" She stood up from the chair and came over to me. She opened her arms for a hug and even though I'm not much of a hugging person I gave in and hugged her. "Who did this to you?" I just looked down not wanting to answer her. She slowly put her hand on my chin and I looked in to her deep blue eyes. There was something in those eyes that just felt right. Something warm and welcoming that I have never felt before. 

"I... I don't know..." I can't even talk, I can feel my throat close up as a tear roll down my cheek. I can hear Danielle talking to some of the other people in the trailer I just stand there in the middle of it all. 

"Hey how about we just go to my trail and talk for a little bit?" She sits down in front of me. I look up from the stained floor. Her blue eyes are welcoming and she looks happy, I just nod. "Hey can I pick you up?" I can feel my heart starting to beat and my hands getting sweaty. I really don't want her to but at the same time I don't think my legs would be able to walk so I just nod once again. She picks me up slowly her embrace is warm and I feel myself getting tired. 

Danielle pov:

She looks so small in my arms. I can feel myself getting a little sad but I also know that I have to stay strong. As I walk into my trailer I am met by a very confused Stefania sitting on my bed. I got one of the make-up people to text her so that she would be here. I know that she and Alexa are binding quit well.

"Hey is everything alri..." She was rambling until she realised that I had Alexa in my arms, she just stood there with a sad look on her face. I soon realised that Alexa had fallen asleep right there in my embrace and I couldn't  stop smilling she looks so cute.

"No its not but for now we Are just gonna let her sleep cause I really think she could use that" I say it all while smiling at the thought of her sleeping in my arms. I lay her down next to Stefania Who is now also laying down in the bed. Her face just went all pale when she saw. The big blue mark around her eye.

"Who...Who did that?...Is she alright?...What happ..." She cant stop talking so I just get her to come to the other side of the trailer.

"I dont know the answer to Even one of those questions but I do know that she need our help so we Are gonna be here for that. Oh and I got our scene mover so it's later today" she gives me a nood and just smile while looking at the little girl sleeping on the bed.

"Im just gonna lay down with her, i could use some sleep anyway."

A/N
I know this isn't long but I dont have that much time to write. If you have Any ideas please comment them to me cause i could  really use some. :)