Differences

"Ahhhh!" Once again i find myself awoken by the screams of souls in misery . My mom said the family before us had things she really didnt want me to find out about . She said they had lived there since it was built , they inherited it of corse . For how much she got ot for i would have expected something to have happend in it . "Great impact ." Yeah . Thanks mom , this house is not what you want in a new house , that's supposed to change how you see the world . For me it just made it worse , but you know anything for mom .
I think mom knows how i feel about all of this , i mean at least it seems like she does ... it could also be just how see feels too ....
The past couple of days ...they just seems so different , like this isn't my life , this wasn't me anymore ... My bestfriends were always there , now i really cant talk to anybody , i dont tell my mom about how i feel . I never really was wanting to . She sees my differently than who i really am .
Now that we live in this new town , time for the new school.. yay.... I hate thinking that i wont be excepted , sometimes i honestly do try way to hard to fit in . I always end up thinking im not worth people's time , somehow people changed that thought after the first week at Marilyn High .
When i went to register i thought well this should be "fun" . While in the office with the principle , listening to all the bull shit she was saying about this school being "perfect" , i saw someone in the cornner of my eye ... he had this kinda perfect smile . Literally the first thing i i noticed . It was actually kinda funny that he was the office aid , he looked nothing like a good kid at all...