The High School Player...

Part 11- Will This last?

3 Weeks Later...

Maddison's P.O.V

Jack still can't remember anything but iv been over at his house everyday, we are starting to get close again. Which is good, but its not like before. His kind of treating me more like a friend now, witch again is kind of good but it still hurts a little. I have to admit that I was growing feelings for Jack and I still kind of am. Im so dumb, falling for the 'school player'.

Today me and Jack can finally go back to school. Not that i enjoy school or anything but its better then sitting around watching move's all day with Jack, being friend zoned the whole time.

"Good morning." Jack said walking into my room, as i pick up my school bag. "Who let you in?", "Your mum, lets go." I lough and we walk out to his car. "I could of driven." I say, pulling my seatbelt on. "Nah, I'm happy to drive."

After a comfortable silent drive Jack parks his car in the school grounds. I'm kind of nervous about going back to school, I feel like everyone is going to blame me for Jack getting hurt. He is the most popular guy in school an everyone idolise's him, they kind of treat him like a god.

We walk though the school halls together, everyone is staring and whispering things. Its making me very uncomfortable and nervous. We take seats next to each other in our Maths class.

The bell rings and the teacher walks though the door, it kind of feels like my first day again but it's worse. "Welcome back Jack and Maddison. You guys where in everyone's prays. Happy to have you back. Now lets get started with some equations." Miss Parker said smilling. This is what me and Jack where worried about, getting treated differently. We spoke about it a few times actually.

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The last bell of the day rang and everyone piled out of their class rooms, Its now spring break. As Jack and I walked to his car with Johnson everyone still stared at us, like we came from Mars or something. People have been staring at us all day, its really starting to get to me.

"Hey since its spring break I'm throwing a party. You don't have to come if you don't want to but it would be cool if you did come." Johnson said just as Jack pulled up to my house. "Yeah i'll come, I have to get out of the house anyway.Thanks for the ride Jack." I smile at them both and get out of the car. I watch Jacks Jeep drive away and I walk inside, running up to my bedroom.

I thought i was ready to go back to school because Jack said he was, I didn't want to sound like I wasn't ok. My anxiety and depression after the accident has been really bad. Iv tired to commit suicide on three different occasions.

9PM...

I grab a long sleeve black t-shirt, ripped blue skinny jeans, a black leather jacket and my new 'adidas YEEZY' shoes. I do my make up and curl my hair, witch i haven't done in age's. I then grab my phone off the charger and leave. I get in my car and start driving to Johnson's house, since i'm not going to drink I wanted to drive.

As I park my car in his drive way, theres already heaps of people there. I lock my car and walk into his house. "MADDISON!" Johnson yells, as he spots me. "Hi" I say, hugging him. I can tell his already partly drunk and probably a little high too. Me and Johnson find Jack, Nate and Sammy and we all start to chill out in the backyard.

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Jack wondered off ages ago, i have no idea where he even went. His not drinking ether tonight, so i have no idea where he could of gone. I start to get worried so i tell the boys I'm going to see where he is.

As i walk though the crowds of people I grab a drink of water, Its really hot in here. I walk into the kitchen and I spot Jack making out with Sarah. I burst into tears, I don't even no why it hurt me so much but it hurt a lot to see him with another girl.

I run out of the party and I can hear Jack calling my name, running after me. As i get to my car Jack grabs my arm, stopping me. "Why are you so upset?" He had the nerve to ask. "It docent matter anymore." I say, trying to unlock my stupid car. "I'm so sorry Maddison, I just can't remember anything we had before. I'm trying really hard to remember but i just can't. I'm sorry." he try's to hug me and I finally unlock my car, I close my car door and drive away.

I drive to a place that everyone calls 'DEMO' its a old building, that is being pulled down. I think it was some type of hotel or maybe even a hospital. It has an amazing view and I just need to get away from everything and everyone.

As I run up the 15 flights of stairs I finally reach the rooftop. Its beautiful up here, the best views of this city.

Jack's P.O.V

I feel really terrible about not remembering anything that me and Maddison may of been starting. I need to get away from everything. I need to try remember. I get in my car and drive to my dads farm. I always go there to clear my mind or to get away from everybody.

After the long 2 hour drive I walk into the barn. I see a girls jacket, I pick it up. Its not my mums. I sit on the coach and place the jacket in my lap, closing my eyes. I need to remember, I want to remember.

I pull the jacket to my nose, keeping my eyes closed. "MADDISON!" I yell. I fucking remember, i remember everything. I get up, turn the lights off and lock the barn. i fucking remember. I run to my car, still holding Maddison's jacket that she forgot to pick up from the time we where both here, the night of the accident. She had forgotten it because we both where smoking some weird ass weed Sammy gave me, I think she even forgot she was wearing it that night. We where both pretty high that night. I really shouldn't of driven.

I have to find Maddison, I have to tell her how i really feel. Witch I'd been holding off because i kept thinking i was getting sick when really i was just growing really strong feelings for her.

I call her phone no answer, so i call Johnson. "Bro where would Maddison go to get away?" I ask, I know she wouldn't just go home. "Umm, Maybe 'DEMO' bro, try there." I hung up on him and drive there, god I hope she's there.

Maddison's P.O.V

I sit on the very edge of the rooftop, dangling my legs in the night air. I want to jump, no one would care anyway. My mum will get over it, my dad won't care, johnson will get over it too. Pfft Jack wouldn't even care in the first place, he'd just go around fucking and using girls again, his such a player. I can't believe i fell for him. I'm so stupid.

As I'm about to lift my bum up to jump I hear the door swing open, "MADDISON! STOP!" I turn around, its Jack. "How did you know i would be here." I say standing up, moving from the edge. ", "Maddison, We went to the barn that night. We smoked weed and you forgot this." He held up my jacket iv been looking for. I took the jacket from him, trying to remember how he would have it.

"I remember Maddison, i remember everything.", "What? How? Where, where did you get my Jacket from, iv been looking for it.", "I went to my dads barn, I saw your jacket on the coach, I sat down on the coach trying to figure out who's jacket it was. Then everything thing from that night rushed back to me. You had forgotten you bring it because the weed we smoked was some wired weed. I remember everything Maddison. I um, How do i put it. Iv never done this before. I like you, a lot actually. Every time I see you I get goose bumps, my heart starts racing and my cheeks start to burn. I like you a lot Maddison Brown."

I didn't no what to say to all of that, its kind of a lot for a person to take in at once. "I, i, um, I feel the same way." I stutter, this is so crazy. 'Jack Gilinsky the player' likes me, like that? Next thing I know his lips are planted on mine, our lips always seem to move in sync. "Will you be mine?" Jack asks, pulling from the kiss, leaving our nose's touching. "Yes." We start to kiss again. This night couldn't of been crazier.