Anxiety.

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We ran in after Jock and Nerd. "So where is she coming out of?" I said J: I really have no idea." "That's helpful." J: I know :)" Then I spotted her. Her face was white, very very pale. She looked weak , she was moving with every rock of the hospital bed. I looked at her, but she looked away, she saw any of us she would turn her head. I have a confused look at all the boys as she did that. ( from now till I say so this we be told by Delia's point of view)
As soon as I saw one of the boys I would look the other way. G: " why won't you look at us?" I rolled my eyes and turned my head into the pillow. After an hour of each of them asking the same question and me giving them the same reply they gave up. G:I don't know about you guys but I want to go home." N: me too I am so sleepy." J: me too" P: I'll stay." G: " no you won't." P: I think I will." G: " why do you want to?" P:" she will talk to me remember all the other times. I think she is tired I am not so I can talk to her. Just go home, I am not 4 I will be ok." G: " fine, good night <3" They all said goodnight. After they left Prep waved and rolled his eyes. P: Annoying am I right?" "Yeah." P: "why didn't you want to talk to any one of us?" "Some times I feel trapped in a deep dark pit, no way out, one wrong move and you'll fall to the bottom. The bricks you climb on are freezing, your hands get frostbite, and there is a light as soon as you get close enough to grasp it it makes it way higher." P: " wow that's not good huh? Feeling trapped. Why when I talk to you you always reply." "You make me feel safe." I said simply. P: " really how?" He asked. "You have gone though a lot of what I have. You help me with things, you give me confidence when I wear an outfit you picked for me. Your nice, kind, patient and sweet." I replied. P: " wow, thank you I don't know what to say to that." He started to blush. We started talking about random stuff and soon fell asleep. The next morning the other boys came back, and Prep went to eat with them at the cafe. (Preps point of view) I started to walk down the erie long hallways. G: so did you get her to talk?" "Easily. All I had to say was "annoying aren't they" after you guys left." G: that's it?!" "Yup simple." G: did you ask her why?" " yes- yes I did." G: oh what did she say?" " when large amounts of people are around her she feels trapped." G:" oh now I feel bad." "I did too." J: I thought she was just angry." N: same here." They all admitted. "If I had to guess. I would say anxiety or social anxiety. Maybe both." We walked back. (Delia's point of view) P: " what do you think of the world? " what? I guess. The world is a curse ,it'll kill if you let it." P: see." G: " yup I do see it." "See what?" P: "nothing" "ok" p:" wait for it" prep said in a whisper. I started to over think. What was it? Why was it? Was it about me? Was it about Goth? P: " look at her face, see how it dropped. Anxiety." "Huh?" P:" I said anxiety." " that still makes no sense." P: " of course it does. You have anxiety. When I said nothing after you didn't hear, what did you think?" " I was worried was it about me, goth, what was it." P: " hear it?" "Yeah I guess I do." Hours past just by talking. "When can I go home." P: " till they think your ok and your not going to try again." "So like weeks." P: " it could be." "Dang I just want to go home." P: " yeah well not only are they scared your going to try again but your sick." "How?" P: " we really don't know."
To be continued! :)

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