arranged || seungin

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Jeongin immediately opened his eyes and he stared panting, he again got a nightmare. His hands started to shake for his anxiety. He looked at the time from the darkness, it was almost 2 am. He got off the bed to drink some water to calm himself but suddenly he felt himself getting more anxious for the darkness that suddenly seemed really scary to him. He quickly turned on the lights as he panicked

It was getting worse, he finally thought to go to someone. Now his is keep anxiety was getting worse for his own imaginations

He quietly went to Seungmin's room with the new stuff toy which he uses everyday to sleep with. He took a deep breath before knocking the door

Seungmin was sitting at the window looking at the night sky to rest his mind after he just completed his studies, but suddenly got interrupted by a unexpected knock on the door at this hour. Seungmin went near the door and opened it

"you?" he got startled. Jeongin looked at him without saying anything "what are you doing at this late hour? Is there something wrong?" Seungmin looked at him. He noticed that Jeongin looked really quite, his eyes were teary and his hair was messy while his hands were shaking a little. Jeongin looked at him trying to hold his tears back as he tightly held the toy in his hand

Jeongin cleared his thoart before speaking up "if you don't mind can you please do me a favor?" Jeongin asked, seungmin looked at him in confusion "can I sleep here for tonight?" Jeongin asked

Seungmin didn't hesitate after hearing that, he immediately opened the door a little more so that Jeongin can get inside easily. Jeongin got a little shocked at his action but got inside. after he got inside, seungmin locked the door

"are you not comfortable in your room yet? Having any problems in this house?" Seungmin asks "ah no, actually" Jeongin paused for a second "I just got a nightmare and I really got scared so I thought to.." Jeongin looked at the floor awkwardly "if I can stay here so that I won't be alone and get nightmare" Jeongin said. Seungmin nodded at him "Yeah sure, I won't mind it" he answered

Jeongin looked around the room and noticed the unorganized books on the table "you were studying?" he asked

"I'm sorry if I disturbed your studying time" Jeongin apologized "oh no it's okay, I was going to sleep anyway" he replied

"so I'll sleep in the couch and you can sleep in the bed, is that okay?" Seungmin says and picked one pillow from the bed "no wait!" Jeongin said loudly, seungmin got startled at Jeongin's sudden voice "i mean" Jeongin cleared his throat before speaking up

"you don't have to sleep in the couch.." he says and looked at Seungmin

"..you can sleep in the bed with me" Jeongin rubs the back of his neck awkwardly "it's large enough for two people sleeping in distance" he suggested

"okay then if you say so then I don't have any problem with that" Seungmin said and puts his pillow back

"you can also take my blanket if you want, I don't use it anyways" Seungmin says. Jeongin nodded at him with a smile "thanks" he said

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They comfortably laid on the bed maintaining a good distance from each other

The whole room was filled in darkness with some street lights that were coming from the window. It was a really perfect clam and relaxing environment to sleep

Jeongin looked at the window. The moon looked so pretty. He couldn't sleep, even if he felt sleepy he was scared to fall asleep thinking he would get a nightmare again

"you are still not sleeping yet?" Seungmin asked "Yeah, I'm scared to sleep again" Jeongin told. Seungmin turned towards him "You won't get nightmares now I promise" Seungmin said looking at him from the darkness

"I already had 2 nightmares today" Jeongin said "it was honestly really scary. I got a really bad anxiety attack" He mumbled

"in my childhood I use to see nightmares often. I use to go to my parents cause I felt safe when hugged them while sleeping after a nightmare" Seungmin sighed "they comforted me when I use to cry for the nightmares" Seungmin smiled. Jeongin looked at him "i never actually went to someone when I see a nightmare. You are the first person I ever came to. I always felt bad for disturbing them for no reason" Jeongin said

"Its not disturbing people, you can come to my room at night if you have any problems. I can't do much but at least I promise you that you won't be alone" Seungmin said "hm" Jeongin muttered

"I started to see nightmares since I was 8. I don't know why I often keep getting nightmares so much, specially in a new environment. I can't get adjust quickly to a really new type of environment. Everything happens so much rush and so quickly that I get no time to adjust with it" Jeongin said "i get really bad anxiety attacks or even feel dizzy and also fainted so many times" Jeongin pulled the blanket towards Seungmin "here" he says. Seungmin took the blanket and got under it along with Jeongin, still maintaining the distance

"I never talked about my nightmares in details to someone before" Jeongin chuckled "really?" Seungmin asked. He nodded at Seungmin "Yeah cause it's really private and I don't like to tell this to anyone" Jeongin told

Seungmin thought about something before speaking "you know when it was the first day in this school I got pushed by a random stranger at the streets and I fell on a large drain, it was so dirty. I was fully covered with dirty water, my school uniform was completely ruined. I was thinking how will I go to school like this, i can't miss it because it was my first day so I acted like I am not well and it really worked" Seungmin said. Suddenly a loud laughter filled the room

"You really fell into a large dirty drain?" Jeongin laughed at him "that-" Jeongin went out if breath "that is so funny" Jeongin said "Yeah it was my personal story. I never thought I would say this to someone because it was so embarrassing"  Seungmin laughed with him "but you really- what-" Jeongin laughed out again

The whole quite room was filled with laughter, seungmin started to laugh along with Jeongin

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Jeongin woke up for the bright sunlight falling on his eyes. He slowly opened his eyes and noticed he was completely wrapped around the warm blanket. He immediately looked beside him and noticed no one, seungmin wasn't there. It was quite obvious as Seungmin is a morning person and always likes to wake up early. He quickly got up from the bed and went towards his own room. On the way he saw someone on the kitchen. He slowly went there to check if Seungmin is there

It was Seungmin, who was making breakfast. Jeongin looked at him in amazed "wow i never knew that he can even cook" He stared at him from a distance and muttered to himself. He slowly went near him and tapped on the shoulder

"good morning nerd!" He said loudly, seungmin got starlted "o my-" he said in surprise "oh- good morning Jeongin" Seungmin replied "woah I didn't knew that you can cook" Jeongin said while looking at what Seungmin is making

"ah its just a-" He got interpreted "damn nerd, you are such a husband material" Jeongin said

He didn't realized he said that loudly until he look at Seungmin who looked confused at his words but didn't said anything, he just stared at him. Jeongin mentally wanted to slap himself hardly, he said his thinking out loudly to Seungmin

"I was just joking!" he laughed "I almost burned down the whole house when me and Felix was making strawberry smoothie. It was a fail" Seungmin chuckled

"Yeah cause you always reads so how will you even know how to cook" Jeongin laughed "so can you cook?" Seungmin asked "Yeah I can a little, I use to make breakfast for my brother sometimes" he said "but.. just a sandwich" Jeongin mumbled

Seungmin immediately laughed out loudly "just a sandwich?" he laughed "hey it also take hard work to make it patiently" he rolls his eyes

"yeah sir we know that, anyways here. my drink, I made this for you, try it" Seungmin smiles at him

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nvm this was a shit 🚶