Prologue

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Would you look at me as I look at you?
Would you ever talk to me, even we don't have a good relationship?
Would you still be my friend from behind my back?

Can we be more than friends but less than lovers?

So many questions unanswered yet doesn't want to know it all. I will be right here waiting for you. May you be same person I look unto, the person who will defend me from my so called friends and colleagues. May our friendship deepen.

I try to tell a friend about you
Stating that I have a crush in KoA (Knights of the Altars)
Giving clues
Me: "He has spectacle on nose" Him: "Then"
Me: "He wears white"
And he nailed it, am I that obviously obsessive to you?
When the solemn mass start, you keep looking at me
And I don't know, maybe just maybe, you were looking at me.
Or maybe I'm just assuming things, thinking that it was true
I wish you we're looking at me
Telling to yourself that I'm attractive
Am I not attractive?
I wish you look at me the way I looked at you.

I met another guy last month, he seems like you but far from your attitude as I observe. I like observing you from where I'm sitting. I think we like each other's company, last day of the month, my planned ruined because I don't have a friend that I can bring, watching the concert of my favorites music artists, so I and him as we planned, we go there to watch and enjoy the Music and Arts Festival in CSI Stadia, Dagupan City, Pangasinan.

We we're lucky to get the best spot, because I have a church friend, who also watch the concert, knowing that he was also fan of Ben&Ben, I contacted him, asking where's he was.

Conversation (Instagram)

You reply to their story
Me: "Hintayin mo ko, on my way na"
"Eme"
"Kuhanan mo ko ng Bangus ha"
Him: *laughing emoji*
"Sige po HAHAHHAHA"
"Eme"
"Lumipat na ako kay belen"
Me: "Ayos lang, balak ko rin sanang tignan pagmumukha mo"
"Eme"
"Saan ka banda?"
"Puwede bang umupo dito?"
Him: "Ewan koo"
Me: "Nakita ko na si Mayor"
Him: send photo
Me: "Okay"
Him: "Sino kasama mo ey"
Me: answering "Secret"
(Kala mo naman may jowa)
"Charrr"
"Baka isyu"
Him: "Jina?" (my bestfriend)
Me: "Hindi, di siya pinayagan"
"Si Anthon"
Him: "Sino Anthon"
Me: "Iyong choir sa simbahan "
Him: "Ay si thon"
"Yung may kulay buhok"
I replied "Oo din" (rin pala)
Me: "Wow nasa harap talaga, punta kami diyan?"
Him: "Kayo bahala"
"Wala pa mahiwaga ko"
I replied "Eme ka"
"Eme"
Me: "Sino kasama mo?"
Him: "Wala"
Me: "Wawa ka naman"
Then I'm just kidding "Paninindigan kita"
"Charrr"
"Eme"
"Taas mo kamay mo!"
"Hirap mong hanapin"
Him: "Asa taas me"
Me: "Talaga lang"
Him: "Lumipat kayo dito??"
Me: "Sino nga kasama mo"
Him: "Wala paa"
Me: "Hindi pa, naghahanapan pa kami"
"Sige ako na hahanap sayo"
(It was like I'm hoping na kasama ka niya or iyong kapatid mo)
"Anong kulay ng damit mo"
Him: "Buti"
Me: "Kita na kita"
Him: "Naka bucket hut"

At around 7PM
I chat him again asking if...

Me: "Anong oras ka uuwi?"
"Kakain kayo ng dinner?"
"Yayain mo kami ni Thon ha"

At around 10:50 PM
He chat saying......
Him: "Hala"
"Uy gagi di ko na siya nakitaa"
Me: (I asked again)
"Nakauwi na kayo?"
I replied to his message "Kasama ko pa siya with his friends"
(I asked him if...) "Nabasa ba kayo ng ulan?"
Him: "Ako" he said. So what about his friends, may payong naman siyang dala, sa pagkakaalam ko.
As a friend I said to him.
"Iligo mo agad"
Him: "Nakahiga na"
I reacted 😂
"Hahahahaha"
As a friend he said to me:
"Nakauwi kana??"
(Concerned ang Kuya niyo.)
I replied "Hindi pa, hirap ng masasakyan"
And I said this jokes.
"Daming kaagaw"
Him: "Asan ka na ey"
(Fun Facts: in Pangasinan we say ey)
"San ka nagaabang?" He asked me.
I replied "Naghihintay pa rin kami ng sasakyan"
Him: "San banda?"
I replied "Lumuwag na ang traffic kaso wala pa ring bus na dumadaan"
"YAMAHA"
Him: "Wala ng bus"
"Puro tricycle" (followed by the word, I know he's not sure tho) "Ata" (he repeated) "Ata ahh"
Me: "Then saan kami magpapahatid?"
He replied "Kayo bahala" (well my friend is patiently waiting for the bus)
Him: "Ingats kayo :(("
Me: "Sige, hintay na kami"
I shared my thoughts since I'm bored at giniginaw dahil nagmukha kaming mga basang sisiw.
"Lapit na ang Paninindigan Kita ng Ben&Ben"
He replied "Uu din" (ganyan kami kajejeng mga GenZ)

As we waiting for the bus to arrive, I watched the live stream of Ben&Ben, waiting for it's new release single entitled "Paninindigan Kita"
I chat my friend, and sent a photo to him, as a proof that I'm listening to that song.
"Sakto ka-realease, may dumating na bus"

"Sakto ka-realease, may dumating na bus"

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That's the screenshot from my phone.

Btw, thanks for reading.
Hope you enjoy.
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