Insecure

3. Smoothies and marshmallows.

I'm woken from my well deserved rest by the irritating sound of my alarm, clicking the off button I swing my legs over the wooden board of my bed and climbing out, I make my way down the stairs and make myself a cup of tea while flicking though tumblr on my phone. Once I finished the tea I cleaned up a bit rocking out to a bit of All Time Low as the house needed to be respectful for Cara coming over, after cleaning I decided to shower letting the warm jets sooth my back, I put on my ihome system letting the amazing voice of Ed Sheeran calm me down. After cleaning myself up I wrap a yellow towel around my hair and a large white one around my body and move to the wardrobe, I put on the white bikini and shorts with the American flag tank that I got with Cara yesterday. Looking in the mirror I cringe at the awful view in front of me. I walk to my dressing table taking a seat in the directors chair I have and apply some waterproof mascara and some waterproof foundation I found in boots. I let my hair go down my back in its natural beachy waves as its going to get sandy and wet anyway, as I brush through the waves the door bells sounds through the house, I skip down the winding staircase and unlock the door so Cara can let herself in, I get us some lemonade and we go up to my room so Cara can 'work her magic'. Cara brings out a box of makeup and all she really does is apply some oil to my skin which will help the scars fade and add a lot of waterproof foundation and spraying it with something over the top, I grab my beach bag chucking in my sunglasses, Sun cream and tanning cream, towel, purse, phone ect and slide on my new flip-flops. I look over at Cara and she looks just like a model making me feel even more insecure. We make our way down to see Liam and Niall waiting in the car to pick us up, they unlock the doors and we climb in the back. We make small talk and sing along to crappy chart music and making small talk.

We arrive at the beach which has little shacks everywhere which is pretty good for a beach in the uk, the drive was an extremely long one so after I've stretched my legs we walk down to the sand to meet Cara and the boys friends. Cara introduces me to the people I learnt their names are Luke who is super tall with a lip piercing, Mikey with Red hair, Ashton with a bandana and Calum who is just really chill, she then introduces me to her friend Taylor who is stunning too and is from America and another model like girl called Cher who has an awesome fashion idea going for her. They all open the picnic baskets me just grabbing a bottle of water of course. After chatting for a while I find them all really lovely and its great to actually be socialising with people instead of pushing everyone away. After about and hour they all go to into the water but Luke asks if I want to go to the shacks, his aussi accent really coming through, I accept his offer and we stroll across the sand to a little smoothy stall where he insists on paying because apparently I didn't eat enough of the picnic food.

I turn around because I feel some ones eyes burning holes in my back only to see the one and only Mr Harry Styles looking at me with his horrible smirk. I chock on my strawberry smoothie which makes him come over and say

'You alright there?'

'Perfect' I reply with an eye roll

'Don't get sarcastic with me Bitch' he mutters so Luke doesn't here. I stand up pulling Luke along with me because I cant stand being anywhere near that piece of shit. I get back to see Cara and Taylor wiggling their eyebrows at me, Giggling I role my eyes at them and take a seat between Cara and Luke. After taking a few snaps of us all together and the beach I see a shadow standing in front of us all, Cara chocks on her crisp and Niall and Liam gulp.

'look what we have here' Harry smirks to himself ' Why wasn't I invited to this little party?' he asks taking a seat on one of the picnic rugs next to Luke and Niall. Cara looks at me with a face probably trying to show me how sorry she is that Harry turned up. I send her a half smile back, Harry just had to come and spoil it didn't he? Especially while I'm in shorts and a bikini! Taylor asks me if I want to go for a swim obviously trying to figure out what's going on, I agree and take of my shorts and flit flops awkwardly while Taylor stands there in her Spotty red and white bikini showing off her amazing figure. I feel Harry and Luke's eyes on me which makes me feel so unconvertable while Cara smiles brightly telling everyone how amazing she is at picking bikinis. Me and Taylor walk down into the sea still feeling people looking at me, I give her a brief description on what's going on at school and Taylor tells me that if I ever need anyone she's here blah blah blah which was actually so nice, when we finally decide to walk out of the cold salty water I look up to see Luke and Harry having a bit of an argument which is really confusing because they just met... well thats what i thought anyway..