~Golden years?~

~Chapter 1~

Tommy pov (ofc its a tommy angst book bro.)

I've been in my bed for hours. 3 AM.. i sighed as i got up from my bed slowly. my room was so dark.. the only light was the dim light coming from my monitors.

i let out a shaky sigh as i walked over to my desk and sat down in my chair. i looked at the DSMP servers and all my DM'S

over 100 notifications..

i checked all of the DSMP notifications. only a few mentioning me the rest plans about the lore. does no one care..? i havent been online for.. weeks maybe even months.

i felt some tears stream down my face as i checked my DM'S

Tubbo

Tommy?
Are you okay..?
you are freaking me out!
everyone is worried..
please message me when you can..

Wilbur

Tommy!
When can you do the lore?
3 days ago..
Tommy, are you okay?
Everyone is worried..
Please message me when you can..

i sighed as i rested my head on my desk. At least Wilbur and tubbo care, right?

I sighed as i replied to all of my DMS. Wilbur responded almost immediately which suprised me if im honest. Once i read the message my heart sunk to my stomach

Call me, tommy.

i put my hand on my mouse as i called Wilbur. i took deep breaths as i prepared to put back on my persona of the annoying little child.

"Tommy."

His voice sounded threatening and deep.. Almost as if he was pissed off at me. i gulped as i took more deep breaths

"Yeah? whats up, wilby??"

"What happened. you cant just fucking disappear for months on end and randomly fucking come back."

my heart sunk to my stomach as soon as i heard him say that.
I dont even know if i should tell him the truth or not..

"Oh- Sorry about that, wilby- Heh- i was just super busy..."

"BUSY!?"

i flinched at him screaming even though it was over the phone. i tried to hold back tears as i stayed silent.

"You cant be fucking busy for months on end, tommy. Now. Tell me what fucking happened."

tears started streaming down my face as i just left the call. I ignored all of wilburs messages as i shut down my computer.

I rested my head on my desk as i just sobbed and sobbed for hours on end.

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Woah- that was very short but uh heyyyy- ig im alive?
NOT RLLY MY WIFI JUST WENT OUT SO IM WRITING THIS AT 10 PM CAUSE MY WIFI WONT COME BACK UNTIL 1:30 AM 😭😭