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today was a day like no other for soyoung. the high pain in her stomach, why did it hurt so much? did i eat something abnormal..?
soyoung was confused, why this was happening. she looked pale. as she layed in her bed, she groned as she put her hand on her stomach.
''soyoung! you're still not awake?! we have to go for practise in 5 minutes, hurry up!'' screams heeseung, while tapping her shoulder lightly.
''okay..i'm coming'' i respond, in pain. heeseung walks out the room and closes the door behind him.
soyoung got up from her bottom bunk bed, in her shared room with the boys. she immediately sank down and fell to her knees again. she coulden't even get up.
she eventually got up quickly with the help of her grip to the bunk bed, and went in the bathroom. she started to wash up, and brush her teeth quickly.
''yah! soyoung, hurry up!'' screams jay from the kitchen. ''okay!'' i respond, in a light voice.
i change my clothes into a big white hoodie, and some oversized mom jeans to go with. i go into the kitchen with all the boys staring at me.
''what..?'' i ask. ''why are you so pale?..'' jake asks. ''it's nothing. we'll be late for practise, come on!'' says soyoung, while stuffing a few fruit loops in her mouth.
everybody goes into the car. the pain still didn't stop. it hurt so bad.
time skip :: 1 hour and 30 minutes later
''alright, good work everyone. we'll take a break now.'' says our dance teacher. i look through my bag to look for my pain killers.
oh no.
i forgot to bring them.
i frown in disappointment.
after 30 minutes, the break was, soon enough, over. we all go back to practising 'tamed-dashed'. sunoo went to put the music on.
i kept on making errors. i just heard this every 2 seconds.
''soyoung, your in the wrong position!''
''soyoung, go on the right of niki for the last time!''
''what are you doing?!''
''center yourself!''
''soyoung, why cant you do it right?!'' says jake.
''one second, just stop.'' i say out of breath. the music stops. i go over to my water bottle to drink water, empty.
''soyoung, why arent you doing anything right today? what's wrong with you?!'' sunghoon asks bluntly. ''i'm just tired. i'm sorry.'' i respond.
''you're tired everyday! you never act like this.'' responds sunoo.
''soyoung. you better get your game up, or we'll all fail. this is real life, it's not your little play land anymore.'' says heeseung, in a harsh way.
i feel tears rolling down my checks. i sniffle a bit as i walk across the room to put the music on again. they noticed.
''why are you crying?!'' jungwon asks. ''i'm not.'' i respond, as i wipe my tears.
''well, you clearly are. you haven't been working enough, and slowing all of us down, now you're acting like you have no fault in this!'' screams jungwon.
''this is just ridiculous.'' says jay. ''let's just leave her alone.'' responds sunghoon.
they all start to walk out of the room, and slam the door behind them.
i turn to them, angry.
''yang jungwon, lee heeseung, park jongseong, sim jae yun, park sunghoon, kim sunoo, and nishimura riki!''
they all turn around to see me glaring at them with tears running down my checks.
''can't you ever see and understand the mental state of anybody?!'' i yell at them.
''i wish you were at least, a little bit considerate.''
i study their expressions, which were only, and only, regret.
at that moment, my knees felt like they were going to break.
''soyoung!''
𝙏𝙊 𝘽𝙀 𝘾𝙊𝙉𝙏𝙄𝙉𝙐𝙀𝘿
STOP THIS WAS IN MY LAST BOOK-
