Phir le aaya dil

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𝐊𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐮𝐦 𝐚𝐚𝐣 𝐪𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐤𝐲𝐚 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐣𝐞

𝐇𝐨 𝐠𝐚𝐲𝐢 𝐭𝐡𝐢 𝐣𝐨 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐬𝐞 𝐛𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐤𝐲𝐚 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐣𝐞

She keeps on waiting for him sitting in the temple praying for their victory.....she prays everyday to be the last day for war until the news came that they won and are actually returning 

She runs to her room and gets ready properly after days she smiles and puts a pinch of sindur 

"Aaj hamara intezar khatam hua...aaj hum apke ho jayenge " 

She smiles at all the sounds of dhols coming celebrating the victory 

Rajkumari ji maharaj aa gaye h says her maid 

She just smiles and runs off to see her father but more importantly her love 

But the smile fades as she reaches the gate and does not see him 

She touches her father's feet 

"Pitashri aap theek h na" but it was clear her eyes were searching for something else 

Putri.... he holds her shoulders lightly and says hume maaf kar dena 

She looks at him in shock his words just cleared her suspicions 

"Pitrashri kaha h wo! Hum...hum nhi jante kuch unne wada kiya tha humse.." 

Putri hum jante h.... samhalo khud ko 

" nahi! Hume pata h aap jhoot bol rahe h! Wo...wo apne ghar gaye honge na! Hume ye mazak- " she starts getting breathless still not being able to believe 

"Hum nhi mannege hume pata h wo aayenge!" 

Saying that she runs out of the palace into the town to his house 

She could see people bowing down to her and celebrating the victory but it all felt like someone was mocking her! Mocking her fate 

She goes to his house for the first time wanting to see him but instead the view just confirmed her worst fears 

His sister was crying badly hugging his mother while his father was sitting at the side lifeless 

Two soldiers were standing too...his friends 

They quickly bow to her 

While she had her eyes fixed on the center....where her life her soul was lying dead 

She runs to the body sobbing heavily and cursing him when a soldier comes to her 

Rajkumari ji ye patr apke liye.... unhe zehrila band laga tha....aur apne akhri samay me unhone ye likha tha....apke liye 

He hands her a paper with some blotches of blood wrapped around with her payal 

She opens it with her hands shaking 

Hamari rani sahiba 

Hum jante h apse wada kiya tha ki hum aayenge.....roj apki iss payal ko dekh ke sochte the ki ab kal bass apke pass chale jaye.....apko apna bana le....par hamari kismat to dekhiye...hum jeet to gaye par apko hara diya h aaj.... humare pass jada samay nhi raha ab.....Hume maaf kar dijiyega humne apna wada toda ...ye payal hum apko wapas bej rahe h...,hum na bhi rahe tab bhi humara wada rahega....iss wakq hum devi maa se apni akhiri iccha me apko hi mang rahe h..., hum chahte h har janam aap hi hume mile...hume prem sikhaye...hamare dil ki rani bane... Hum iss janam me ek na hue par kisi janam me to hum apke honge....aur phir apna wada bhi pura karenge...apko kabhi adhoora nhi chod ke jayenge.... hum jab tak saas le rahe h hum yehi mangege ki aap hamari hi rahe

She breaks down into tears clutching to the letter and  the payal falls down from her hand making a sound which was giving her the worst pain

The other soilder speaks up  rajkumari ji hum apko mahal chod ke aate h ab shav jalane le jana h

"Hum bhi jayenge" she speaks up strongly 

Par rajkumari ji..siraf parivar- 

" hum jante h! Hum...hum unki patni h! " 

Everyone was shocked at her confession when his sister spoke 

Rajkumari ji sach bol rahi h bhaiya ne inse vivah kiya tha jane ke pahle....unka haq h jane ka......  

She joins his family surprisingly they have personally met for the first time.... she was supposed to meet them today.... as a daughter in law.... but- 

While they reach there she sees many bodies getting burned after the war......there were wives of some who were force to do sati 

She's always felt it was wrong....why does the women have to end their lives ? But now when her own love was lying lifeless it felt like a sin for her to even breathe.... she couldn't imagine her life without him....sati was wrong...very wrong for women who had kids or who didn't actually love their husbands but standing in front of her dead love seeing him burn she knew what was going on in the mind of the woman who actually has jumped the first time

She takes a last look at his letter 

hum jab tak saas le rahe h hum yehi mangege ki aap hamari hi rahe..

Taking a deep breath she walks into the fire calmly not even letting out a single moan in pain as the fire starts burning her skin instead she kept her eyes closed praying and hoping to meet him again 

"Hum hamesha apke hi rahenge.." she spoke with the last ounce of life in her 

𝐄𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐚 𝐫𝐚𝐣𝐚 𝐞𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐢 𝐫𝐚𝐡𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐫 𝐠𝐚𝐲𝐞 𝐤𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐦 𝐤𝐚𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐢🥀

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