his girl

14. eat!

GRACE
I opened my eyes and I saw Isaac sitting next to me looking at me smiling.

"My pretty is also awake," he laughed.

"My pretty"?? Gosh

My heart beat faster.
"It's already 3 pm Gracy"
"Shit" an hour ago we had written an important English test that I had now missed.
"I don't think you should have gone to school" he stroked a strand of hair from my face "You...you should report these guys".

Suddenly the disgusting men remembered me again and all the pictures appeared, my whole body was burning and I felt the touches on my skin as if they were just happening.

My hand rushed to my neck, it shook me with shame and hatred.
"Grace?" He said in a soft voice and looked nervously and worriedly into my eyes.

"It's certainly good if you tell me I mean-" he had gotten up by now and ran frantically through my room.

"I can't" I whispered.

His head rushed towards me and he pulled up his eyebrows questioningly.

"It's just too much for me, I can't do that and I don't want to, I just feel dirty!" I got louder and louder "do you understand??!" I screamed crying now. Desperate, I put on my legs and roughed my hair.

I felt like such a dumb whore that everyone could use for everything.

I couldn't stand it.

I hadn't eaten anything during the accident, but I didn't feel hungry either.

Isaac slowly nodded "yes...I understand you" he lifted me up and I just let it go to me, I was far too weak to be able to defend myself.

I felt sick, ready and everything turned.

He took me to the bathroom and sat me in my bathtub "Isaac what-".

"Sssh everything will be fine" he took my hand calmingly and looked deep into my eyes.

Why is he so great omg!! Shit, stop, forget it!

Slowly he took off my shirt, then the rest; Until I finally sat naked, with my legs on my chest and smeared make-up, in front of him.

He carefully stroked the still red spots of the belt.

"What kind of bastards," he whispered, "how could they destroy such a wonderful body and person so much?!!"

He took a careful shower and again and again he kissed my hand, my head, my cheek, my lips and the rest.

But when he gave me a gentle kiss on the neck, I shrugged so that he apologized at least 10 times.

Then he carefully dressed me on and we went to the kitchen.
"What should I order to eat? Asian?"
"No, I'm not hungry"
I really wasn't hungry.

"But you haven't eaten anything in a long time? What's going on?" He asked anxiously.

"Nothing I'm just not hungry"

He faltered "but Grace, take care, please, it's dangerous not to eat anything for so long"

I felt tears coming up again.

"Please eat what" he said in a brittle voice.
He took my head in his hands and pressed it firmly to his chest.
I took a deep breath and I hugged him tightly.

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Hey please don't forget to eat and drink enough!!

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