Screw Up

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by arlund

by arlund

I find it hard to do anything right

I feel like I've taken 5 steps forward and 20 steps back

I try over and over agains and that doesn't fix anything

I can't even use my own advice

Though everyone else can

I can't keep my mouth shut

Even with my own

I don't understand sometimes

And all that does is screw everything up

I run my own things

I ruin everything

I can't make decisions

I can't hold my emotions in

Sometimes the yelling won't stop

Sometimes the tears fall like a waterfall

I can't do it anymore

I'm such a SCREW UP!