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woo prt.2

It's like we're not together. Like we never happened.

I feel like it's my fault because I'm always gone, I'm never home. But I called. I text. I face-time. Damn it I even send him handwritten letters from wherever I am. He usually doesn't answer me but at least he would leave me on seen. I'm not even sure if he got the letters...

I left after a week to go to New York, it's so tiring but I can't complain. All I do is sit, walk, stand and look pretty. I miss him. It's truly crazy how I feel about one person. He's unbelievable.

I don't like being away from him. I don't like leaving home.

I don't try to look at twitter, but it's so tempting especially if my manager is asking me if I broke up with my woo, if my woo cheated on me, or even crazier, IF I CHEATED ON HIM?

So I looked on twitter.

They're together. At our place.

At home.

I'm upset.

It hurts.

I'm happy.

He's happy.

He's smiling.

I'm not okay.

I did the most impulsive thing ever. I Bought myself a first class ticket to korea for tonight.

"Y/N NO!"

"Look theo, I need to go back home. It's an emergency. Sorry but please cancel everything and apologize on my behalf, I have to go-"

"Are you serious? It's not worth it."

What the fuck

"Look y/n I've seen how you've been and it's not good for you."

"Not all relationships are perfect theo and it's worth it. My family is worth it"

"I apologize, I just don't want to see you go down. You better hurry, I got the car ready for you, I wish you luck."

"Thank you theo"

12 hour and 50 min later. I'm home

It was morning so I guessed he was at the studio. Everyone was there.

Loco was at the front desk.

"Hi y/n, 당신을 본 지 오래되었습니다. 예약하고 바쁘신가요? "

(it's been a while since I've seen you. Booked and busy?)

"Yooooo locooooooo,그래 미친듯이 아팠지만 가족들에게 돌아왔어 "

(yeah I've been busy like crazy, but i came back to my family)

"그는 다른 사람들과 함께 안뜰에 있습니다. 괜찮으세요? 나는 트위터를 보았고 당신이 그와 이야기해야한다고 생각합니까? 당신은 아래를 내려다."

(He is on the patio with the others. Are you okay? I saw twitter and I think you should talk to him? you look down)

"정말 고맙지만 난 괜찮아. 좋아, 그럼 내가 갈게. 밖에서 보자."

(thank you very much but I'm okay, Alright then i'll be going. see you out there.)

I'm getting a little sweaty, nervous.

Every step I take feels heavy.

"Y/n! 당신의 한국어가 더 좋습니다"

(your Korean is better)

"Hahahha thank you"

Alright it's now or never. 

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SORRY I'M SORRY. 

I'll try. 

thank you for reading, its hard to express my emotions and I feel like making my emotions into a story is a way to be free with my emotions, again sorry and thank you. 

I love you :) 

see you soon...