Purvi: I want to go home , please leave me alone
it was becoming really difficult for her to control herself now
I wont cry infront of him
Kavin,: mein tumhe tumhaare ghar par hi chodunga , its not safe for you to go alone , don't be so stubborn , come
Kavin followed purvi as soon as she left his cabin and caught hold of her arm
Kavin : achanak isse kya hogaya hai
Kavin; dekho purvi , if anything happens to you I will be responsible he said sternly but she didn't budge a bit
she didn't want to go with him
Purvi : think he wont leave me , what can I do
"i'd better go off with him " she decided and walked towards car and got into it without telling him anything
Kavin : chalo finally samaj toh gayi
he also got into the car and started the car and looked at her
she closed both her eyes and pretended to sleep , though she knew that she wont get sleep tonight
Kavin pov: itna neend aa raha tha toh itna nakhre kyun dikha rahi thi ? I will never understand her ...
Kavin : purvi . tumhaara ghar aa gaya hai . Purvi woke up .
Purvi: hmmm... goodnight ...lift ke liye thanks ....without making eye contact with him , she knew he was a eye reader and she didn't want his sympathy....
Kavin: purvi he called her back
Purvi: ha and she looked back... kya abhi kuch kehne wala hai ? mujhe woh kuch bhi kahe par mein use apne past ke bare mein nai bataaungi " she thought to herself
Kavin : thanks .. he said breaking her even further
Purvi: how can I be so foolish , if he cared even a bit for me he would have heard my past in office only , jab wahi par use kuch farak nai pada tho ab kya padega...
Purvi : tumhe bhi .
And leave .
Kavin : usne mujhe thanks kyun bola?...
she just nodded and started running into her building . she didn't stop running till she reached her house, she opened the door and went in and started crying . she dropped to the floor , hugged herself and was crying uncontrollably
Purvi: kyun Kavin , kyun ? , kyun itne selfish ho tum kyun ? kyun mera dil is tarah se toda tumne ? zindagi mein pehli baar maine kisike liye pyaar mehsoos kiya , aur tumne , tumne tho mujhe jeene laayak nai choda , ab mein kya karungi , kyun dil thoda tumne mera ? kisi par vishwas nai kiya tha maine , par tum par kiya tha , socha tha ki tum mera saath doge sikandar ko marne mein , tumhaare dard ko maine mehsoos kiya par tumne ? tum mere dil par pair rakhkar chale gaye ,maine socha tha koi aur samje ya na samje tum jaroor samjoge, kyun kavin , kyun ? kyun nai samje tum ? kya tumhe mera dard aaj bhi mehsoos nai hua ? kya sacchi mein tumhe koi farak nai padta ? she kept crying
Purvi: kyun mein itni akeli hoon , kyun mere saath woh sab hua ? kyun koi meri maddad nai kar raha ? kyun papa ne mujse kasam li ? kyun meri zindagi aisi hai ? kya mujhe kush hone ka haq nai hai ? kash sikander ne mujhe bhi maar diya hota tho aaj mujhe yeh din nai dekhna padta , mein ab kya karoon ? kyun vishwas kiya maine kavin par ? kyun uske aas paas itna safe feel karti hoon mein ? kyun use umeende lagayi meine ? kyun nai sambhal paa rahi hoon mein khudko ? hey bhagwan , yeh kya hogaya ? " she felt very dejected she sat on her bed and kept crying hugging her pillows
pichle saath saal se akeli tho thi mein , fir aaj itna jyada akela pan kyun mehsoos ho raha hai , piche saath saal mein meine apna kisi bhi dost ko apne atteth ke bare mein nai bataya aur naahi batana jaroori samja , mujhe kabhi aisa laga hi nai ki koi bhi mera dard ko samaj paayega , par aaj mein kavin ko apne atteth ke baareme sab kuch batana chahti thi , apna dil halka karna chahthi thi , pata nai kyun ek pal ke liye aisa laga ki kavin samajega "
