MY SECRET LOVER (18+)

Chapter 11: CONTEMPLATING

----------------
CRUZ POV:

I got a phone call from one of my workers in Russia. His name is Lorenzo. I left him in charge and he was the one that was calling me. I had my phone on silent since Maddy and I were spending the day together.

I called him back as soon as I saw the missed calls. He asked,"Boss did you get the job done." I replied,"Not yet." I have to do it quickly but I couldn't and I just don't know how to do it. Right now I am just trying to think it through.

Lorenzo voice raised,"This is the right timing to do it, we had it planned out so what is taking so long." I think he forgot who the fuck he is talking to. I became dominant,"Lower your voice Lorenzo don't forget who your boss is. I am the Mafia leader of Russia."

Even though he said nothing I could tell that he knew his place. He struggled to continue , stuttering while speaking,"I--I am sorry boss. " I cannot allow my men to talk to me however they like because then they will think that I am not powerful or feared enough.

Lorenzo lowered his voice,"I have to ask something boss." I hope he doesn't say something stupid. "What," I said loudly causing the room to echo. He murmured,"We are waiting for you to return to Russia after the job is done but you are wasting time. Is it the girl"---- before he could finish I got defensive, " I am the boss and I will get the job done at the right time. Don't forget what I am capable of Lorenzo."

I hung up the phone then broke the glass that was in my hand. You can say that I have anger issues. Maddy is not important I need to keep that in my head but I think its too late for that, I have gotten in to deep.

Should I even go to meet her. I did tell her to meet me at the beach but should I go. I can't continue spending all this time with her. I don't want to fall more.

I hate making decisions which is a bit dumb to say since I am the Mafia leader of Russia and I make all the decisions there but I guess you can say that this one is different.

Fuck it. I got dressed and I arrived at the beach. She had a black dress that she looked beautiful in. It was almost impossible to keep my eyes off her. I carried her to get something to eat. I bought a coffee for myself and a cookie for her since that was the only thing that she wanted.

Trigger warning. This chapter contains smut.
*

Fuck I can't resist her. My lips pressed onto hers. “Maddy,” I said, leaning forward and brushing my lips over my cheek. “If I dip my fingers inside of these lacey panties, am I going to find you wet for me?” I am more of the impatient type but I was basically teasing her. I could tell that she wanted me to fuck her.

I pressed openmouthed kisses down her throat while running my fingers up and down the sides of her underwear.  I was teasing her and I knew that it was sending her over the edge. I think that she was ready to come just from the anticipation and my mouth on her neck. 

Pulling back, I used my free hand to gather her hair at the base of her neck. my eyes meet hers. “I asked you a question.” “Yes,” she breathe, needing my mouth back on her fevered skin. I leaned in, so close to kissing her that she can feel my breath skirt across her lips. She breathe in deeply struggling to keep it together.

She tried to lean forward and close the gap, but my fist keep such a firm grip that she can’t. She was so annoyed but I wasn't going to continue until she answered me properly. She whimpered and pout, wanting me to give in. “Are you already wet for me Maddy,” I said, the smirk on my lips made her eyes look deep into mines. My fingers in between her legs just barely make their way onto her bare skin. “Yes, what?” I said dominantly.

“Yes, Daddy.” she said quickly so that i could hurry up. Maddy say it like you mean it. She murmured coming near my ear,“Yes Daddy.”  “Fuck,”I moaned trying not to lose control. My fingers finally slip underneath the lace and find her soaking. I swirled my tongue on her wetness up and around her clit, making her knees weaken. “You’re so wet for daddy.”I said proudly.