Perfect World | Choi Yeonjun x reader

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i need to calm down. I started another fanfiction when i'm already busy with this AND another one ;-;.

anyways enjoy this chapter.

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Y/n POV

Days had passed.

I hardly had the appetite to eat anything.
Daeun was at the house every day to check up on me, make sure I ate something.

Yeonjun called at least three times a day. I didn't answer any of them.

It was currently Friday, 10:03am. I was sitting on my bed, staring, at nothing specific. Daeun was taking me to the clinic to confirm my pregnancy and for the doctor to tell me what happens next.

She walks into my room and sits down next to me with my phone in her hands.

"You really should call him," She says, handing me my phone.
16 missed calls.

I wanted to break down in tears, right now. But I didn't, because I just took 20 minutes doing my make up to hide the fact that I had been crying for days.

"And say what? 'I'm pregnant, but not with your child'?"

"He's worried about you Y/n! And I think he deserves the truth. So you should tell him, everything," She says. I push back a tear before saying, "You're right. I should. But let's first go to the clinic."

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Taehyun POV

My feelings for Y/n were getting stronger.
I had to do something about it.

I need to tell her, so that things can be cleared up and maybe I could move on easier. She might never speak to me again, but that's okay. It's better to tell her the truth.

I shower and get dressed to go to Y/n's house. I walked out my room and was immediately faced with Yeonjun's angry face.

"Why is Y/n angry with me?" He asks sternly. "I told you I don't know," I try to play it as cool as possible. "Don't lie to me Taehyun. I know you two met up. So tell me why," He persists.

I sigh, realizing there wasn't really any way out of this. "If you want to know, I think you should ask her yourself," I say. I walk out of the apartment quick enough for him not to stop me and ask me more questions.

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I arrived at Y/n's house. I got out of my car and knocked on the front door.

No answer, maybe she didn't hear it. I decide ringing the bell would be a smarter idea, so I ring it.

Still no answer. Maybe she was out.
I decided to phone her.

"Taehyun?"

Her voice sounded croaky, like she'd just been crying.

"Y/n, I'm at your house. Where are you?"

"I'm at the...the clinic. What's wrong?"

"Could you come over as soon as possible? I need to talk to you."

...

"Please, Y/n."

"Alright. I'll be there in a few minutes. I have something to tell you as well."

She hangs up and I wait outside.

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About 15 minutes later, a car pulled into the driveway and Y/n gets out. Her friend rolls down her window, "Good luck Y/n," Daeun says, giving her a faint smile.

She nods and smiles back, mouthing a 'thank you'.

"Hey."
Her face was covered in black mascara, and her eyes were red. She's been crying.

"Y/n, are you okay? Why are you crying?" I hold her arms that are folded in front of her.
Within a few seconds, she's breaking down in tears. I pull her closer and hold her tightly, resting my hand on the back of her head.

I let her calm down, before she leaves the hug and unlocks the front door. We walk in and I put my hand on her shoulders, leading her to sit down on the couch.

"What happened?" I ask. "Tae-"

"I-I'm. I'm pregnant," She could hardly get the words out. But once she did, I didn't know how to feel.

She didn't even have to tell me for me to know that it was probably my child. That we probably did more than just kiss at the motel that night.

She falls onto my chest and cries like I've never heard her cry before. I wrap my arms around her, comforting her as much as I could

I allow a tear to escape my eye. I felt guilty. This will ruin my friendship with Yeonjun, and Y/n. Things will never ever be the same. And I can't imagine what she must be going through right now. I do have feelings for her, but that doesn't mean I want her marriage to crumble. And now it was going to.

I felt terrible.

"Y/n, I'm sorry," Is all I could think to say.

"No, it's not your fault. We both made a mistake," She says.

She'd thankfully calmed down a little bit, but was still sniffling into my chest. "Can I tell you something?"

"Go for it," She responds softly.

"I love you with all my heart. And I want you to be happy. Whether we raise this baby together or you and Yeonjun raise him, that's a choice you should make." She listens as I speak, her sniffles coming to a stop. "I have feelings for you, yes. But I won't let that get in the way of your life," I tell her.

She raises her head. "I- I have feelings for you too. I tried to just ignore them but it was really difficult," She admits.

I wanted to kiss her now. But I didn't, obviously.

"Taehyun."

I look down at Y/n, who was still laying in my arms. "Kiss me."

"Y/n, I can't do tha-" Before I could finish, She tugs me softly by my collar and presses her lips against mine. I didn't pull away. I kissed her back.

What were we doing? This was wrong. But it felt so right at the same time.

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i think this book will be coming to an end soon, maybe.