Perfect World | Choi Yeonjun x reader

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Y/n POV

I left the dorm on Saturday, seeing as it wasn't actually my house and I didn't want to be a distraction.

I decided to visit my parents, since I hadn't seen them in a while. On my way there, I stopped at the bakery I went to for bread the first time.

I parked next to the bakery and went inside. I bought some pastries and the employee put them into a brown paper bag for me. I gave him my money and made my way out the bakery again. Before getting into my car, I looked to my left and remembered that the coffee shop and vintage clothing store were here too. I mean, how could I ever forget.

I thought to go inside the clothing store, see if anything has changed since I was last here, which was over six years ago.

I walked in and looked around at the clothes, seeing if there was anything that caught my eye. I grabbed a few items before going to pay for them.

(Lmao I picture a song playing in the background that makes Y/n feel like SUCH a main character)

I went and out and put the pastries and clothes in my car before going back, to the coffee shop.

I went inside and everything was exactly the same as it was those many years ago. I was once again the only person in the whole place besides the employees.

The whole world seemed to go in slow motion as I walked towards the table I sat at the first time I came here. The memories of when I met Yeonjun came running back into my mind. When I pretended to not have a clue who he was so that I could help him. I look over to the door I saw him burst out of.
I still have no idea why there was just a random door there.

flashback, btw
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Oh. My. Gosh. It's Choi Yeonjun. I'm going to pass out.

No, I can't do that.

I don't think revealing that I'm a fan right now is the best idea, he seems uneasy.

I take a deep breath and exhale, trying my hardest to stay calm and not freak out over the fact that CHOI YEONJUN is standing in front of me. :)

"Are you okay?" I ask.

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We're married now.

I can't believe it, still.

"Can I get you anything ma'am?" I flinch and get pulled out of my thoughts. "O-Oh, I'm okay, thanks."

She gives me a weird look but nods and walks away. I shake my head and laugh at myself. She probably thought I was crazy.

I get into my car and drive off to my old home.

On my way there, I drive past the beach Yeonjun and I went once on a date. The time we got caught, the time he found out I lied to him.

But also the first time he said 'I love you'.

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"I love you."

I didn't expect for him to say it so soon, and I wanted to say it back. But suddenly a wave of guilt flowed over me and that I shouldn't say it back if I haven't told him the big secret I've been keeping from him.

I pull away from the hug, "Yeonjun I-"

I was struggling to speak. Just a moment ago I was the happiest I could ever be, but now I feel anxious and guilty.

"Sorry, I shouldn't have said that. Uh just forget I said it," He says, getting off the hood and walking to the ocean. I sigh, and walk to him. "Yeonjun," I tap him on his back. He turns around, "What?"

Wait a sec. Is he...crying?

"I'm sorry, it's just-"

"It's fine, I said forget about it," He says in a dull tone, turning back around. "I just thought you felt the same," He mutters under his breath, but I could still hear him. "It's not that I don't feel the same, It's just- There's something I need to tell you..."

"Tell me wha-" Before he could finish his sentence, a group of paparazzi start jogging up to us.

"Yeonjun! Is it true that this girl is your girlfriend?"

"We've just spotted Yeonjun and the unknown girl everyone's been talking about!"

"How long has this secret relationship been going on?"

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"Yeonjun, when I told you I didn't know who you were, and when I told you I have no idea who TXT is...

I lied."

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Those days weren't easy, and neither are the days now. But our love for each other is stronger than any of the problems we face.

I finally made it to my mom and dad's house. I got out the car and went up to the front door. I knocked three times and the door soon opened, revealing my mother.

"Y/n!" She smiles widely and pulls me in for a big hug. "Hi mom."

She lets me go and we go inside. "How are you my dear? Congratulations on your pregnancy by the way," She squeezes my hands. "I'm fine. Thank you mom. Where is dad?"

"Oh, he's out in the backyard. He'll be thrilled to see you!" She walks outside with me and calls my dad who was in the corner of the garden tending to some flowers.

"Y/n!" He drops his gardening tools and speed walks over to us, "Dad," I smile at him and give him a hug.

"Oh! I bought us some pastries," I tell them. "That's very nice of you," Mom says. "I'll go make us all some tea, keep your dad busy for a few minutes."

My dad and I sit down on a bench on the porch. "I can't wait to see my grandchild," He says. "I can't wait either. Yeonjun and I need to start thinking of baby names," I say. "You still have lots of time. I just can't believe my daughter is married and already expecting a baby." A tear escapes his eye, "Dad, please don't cry, you're going to make me cry," I pout and try to keep it together. I've cried enough these past few weeks.

"I'm just so proud," He wipes his tears away.

A few minutes pass, "Tea is ready! Come inside you two," Mom calls.

We go inside and sit in the living room drinking our tea and eating the pastries.

I spent the next few hours chatting with my parents and catching up before having to go again. "Thank you for visiting Y/n," I hug my parents one last time. "Good bye, I love you!" I smile before getting into my car. They wave as I drive away.

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I got home and took a relaxing bath before getting into comfortable clothes and getting into bed, turning on the tv and binging a new drama.

I eventually fell asleep with the TV on. That night I dreamt about running around with Yeonjun and our kids in our backyard while the sun set.