MG's Trauma Case (legacies fanfiction)

Ptsd migraines

(Emetophobia warning)(abuse warning)

I woke up that morning gasping for air and having a pounding headache and nausea. All from a stupid nightmare.
(The nightmare)
MG's Dad: Didn't I tell you to clean the house?
MG: ...
MG's Dad: Oh so you not gonna talk now to me now? You know what? Bring me my belt.
MG:I'm sorry Dad! I'm so sorry!
MG's Dad:Sorry doesn't cut it now! (beats with belt)

(End of flashback)

I am so tired of having these stupid nightmares! They always make me feel sick and have these horrible migraines. I was about to get out of the bed, when a huge wave of nausea hit me like a brick. I ran to the bathroom and spent a solid 25-30 minutes throwing up, which meant I was late meeting up with the crew. We always meet up in the main room for about 2 hours, then we go to breakfast, and then we have classes. And of course throwing up didn't help my migraine at all. After brushing my teeth and getting dressed I walked down to the main room. I saw everybody there already talking. I would normally jumped over the railing to get to them, but this time, I walked up the stairs because of this stupid headache. When they noticed my presence they all asked me why I was late and obviously I wasn't gonna tell them about my flashback so I just lied and said "I over slept", I decided to lay down on the couch that Hope was reading a book on. While they were talking I decided I was gonna go to sleep, since the last time wasn't so peaceful. This time wasn't peaceful either. I again woke up from a nightmare gasping for breath. They all noticed and asked if I was ok, and I said "Yea..." but that was a lie. I was scared on the inside because these nightmares felt so real. I decided that I would just lay there with my eye closed, thinking about happy thoughts but that was kinda hard to do with a pounding migraine. I guess I ended up falling asleep because I was woken up by Hope saying my name and saying it's breakfast time. I was pretty dizzy so when I got up I stumbled but I was able to use the sofa to steady myself. She asked if I was ok and I said yea again, which was yet another lie. When we got to breakfast, I put my head down on the table, so quickly that I ended up hitting the table with a bang. That's when Lizzie and Josie asked why I wasn't eating and I said I wasn't hungry and again another lie. The truth was the loud noises were hurting my head and even more the smell of the food was making me nauseous. I could not wait for breakfast to be over. After breakfast I made it through my first two classes. I couldn't take it anymore after that and I just put my head down and tried to not throw up or pass out. That's when my teacher started yelling at me for not paying attention, but I barley heard her from how much pain I was in, then she asked Hope, Josie, Lizzie and Kaleb to take me out of the class because I was getting on her nerves apparently. After we walked out the class, I leaned on the wall while they asked me what was wrong but I couldn't respond because of how nauseous I was. Just when I was about to respond, another strong wave a nausea shocked my body and it was rising up my throat. I guess Hope realized my motion and moved out the way so I could super speed to the restroom. B(Emetophobia warning) I threw up for about 5 minutes and then I came out the restroom and leaned my head on the wall and closed my eyes. They all asked what was wrong and then Hope asked if I just threw up and I said yes. Josie then felt my head and said you don't have a fever so what's wrong with you. That's when I slid down the wall and said "Well umm, you guys know how I have PTSD right?" They all said yea "Well I've been having flashbacks. It's the reason I had that nightmare this morning. Well basically they make me have these migraines and make me really nauseous and dizzy. Sometimes I pass out as a matter of fact that was my second time throwing up today FUN." They we're all in shock and Kaleb said "Dude we're taking you back to your room." and I just closed my eyes and said "ok" I didn't even feel like arguing. Once I got to my room I fell sound asleep in my bed. (to be continued)