I lay my head back my eyes closed while I Humm a song softly. The window was slightly cracked so I felt a soft breeze hit my skin. The smell of familiar humid air. Nick's hand rested on the thigh. His thumb slowly rubbing circles. He sang quietly to the songs. It was a quite night. Coming back from a long day of filming. I was never used to it till I met Nick. I didn't even know he did youtube. Slowly I started to show up on his channel and we did some things, but today was a long day of doing things.
I open my eyes and look over to see the man I love. He's nodding his head back and forth slightly to the music. I had a huge smile on my face just taking in the night.
He looks over to me. "Why are you looking at me." He laughs a little.
"Becuase." I simply say.
"Because really that's all you got." He smiles. He always loves to tease me.
"Because I love nights like these." I smile.
"What do you mean these?" He asks confused.
"Nights where I can lean my head back close my eyes and just appreciate that you are here. That I am here. I love hearing your same playlist and listening to your singing. Your hand rested on my thing. You're driving and still show little ways you love me. I love the humid smell that comes from the cracked window. It's familiar and warm. Most of all I love looking at you. I just get to look at your face. Appreciate you for who you are. I get to remember all the good times in our relationship. I just am in pure happiness. Nothing around distracting. Just us. Me. You. It's just us. That is a beautiful thing." I smile slightly. Looking at his face.
"Yeah. I agree with that." He takes my hand and kisses it. "You know how much I love you."
"More then anything." I smile.
"More then anything. Even Karl." He laughs at the end.
"Oh come on we all know that's a lie." I laugh at him.
"Its true." He shrugs.
"Sure sure." I roll my eyes in a playful way.
"Its ture." He looks at me with the most love in his eyes.
We drive for a little more then he suddenly turns off the path we usually go home.
"What are you doing?" I question.
"You'll see." He smiles.
"You know I hate surprise." I whine.
"I know, but just wait." He says kissing my hand.
"You suck." I laugh.
"I know." He chuckels.
He pulls into a small parking lot in the middle of nowhere. There's a set of swings and a picnic table.
He get out of the car and comes over to my door. He opens it for me. He puts his hand out so I can take it. I take his hand a little confused.
"Why are we here?" I ask.
"Because this is the perfect moment." He smiles. He walks us over to a tree that we stand under. He grabs somthing out of his pocket. No. It can't be. I mean its been 2 years but we are so young.
I see him get down on one knee.
"You have been such an impact on my life. Somehow you always see the bright side of things. You know how to calm me down when I get angry. You also have a nice ass."
I chuckle at the last stament.
"And most of all you took a chance on me. You put aside the youtube and got to know me. Not sapnap. Me. And I want to marry someone who loves me and I love aswell." He smiles holding the ring in his hand with no box.
"Do you want to get married?" He asks smiling ear to ear.
"Yes." I cry. He stands up and picks me up slightly lifting me off my feet. Pulling me in for a soft kiss. He sets me down and keeps our foreheads together as we smile.
"How long have you had that ring with you?" I laugh.
"About a month." He shrugs. "I was just waiting for the right moment." He smiles.
"The moment where the stars are shining the smell of humidity and us alone." I smile.
"Yes, I know that's what you want." He kisses me again.
"I cant believe we are doing this." I smile wide.
"I can. I knew from the minute I met you I would marry you." He smiles
"But you were such a play boy." I put the play boy in quotes.
"Hey it's not my fault." He laughs. "None of thoses girls matter. It was always you." He smiles and kisses me. "Always you."
