DADDY // HS

44

Harry

We headed back home as we picked up the kids from school and the twins from Emma's parents house. We drove home as the kids started their home work and I carried the twins in and to feed them. They were crying very loudly.

"Shh shh shh, you're fine, shhh." I said soflty as they cried again. I took out their formula and got it ready as I fed them. They had their eyes wide open. Their big green eyes.

They ate and I burped and changed them as I walked into Emma and I bed room to see her asleep. I sat on the bed after I changed out of mg work clothes. I only my boxers. I held the twins as I watched pointless TV.

I soon found myself asleep with London and Eve in my arms.

Emma

I woke up to see Harry asleep with the twins. It was the cutest thing ever. I took a picture and saved it as I just looked at them.

I headed down stairs to see the other two doing homework.

"No Aussie, it goes there silly." Aussie??? I guess that is Australia nick name for Tyler.

"So you add three plus twelve to get fifteen?" She asked as Tyler nodded. They got back to work as I gave them a snack. Nutella and toasted bread.

They ate it as I got them some apple juice.

"Mummy is that right?" Tyler asked I went to go look at his work.

"Check number five." I said as he frowned. He looked at it then smiled.
"Ohhhh I forgot to add one." I said as I smiled.

I like how he was better than me in maths.
There was a knock on the door. I opened it to Ashton. He was crying.

"Emma!! Oh my god it Luke." He said as I rushed out of the house in spanks and harrys shirt. I grabbed my converse as I got in the car with him.

"He really missed you." He said speading down the road.

"What happened?" I asked panicking.

"I don't know I got to the hotel room to see him on the floor with a bottle of pills next to him. I also saw a note." He said crying.

"He was saying how he never got over you and seeing you get married and have kids send him over the edge." He said as his tear ran down his face.
"He's dying. He said he only wanted to see you before he leaves." He said as I felt my tears spring at my eyes.

He got to hospital as we ran out of the car. We rushed to his room. I stopped. He was pale, he look sickly, his lips were blue, eyes were red around his eyes were a grayish color and his hair was a mess.

He looked me in the eyes as my tears fell. Why would he do this to himself. Okay sure I did hurt my self but seeing it on this side hurts a lot.

I sat in the bed as I took his hand in mine.

"Don't cry Emma. It'll be over soon." He said as my tears fell harder.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because I love you." He said as my heart broke. He loved me. All this time he was distracting himself but it never worked.

"Do you love me?" He asked as I nodded.
"But not it the way you love me. Luke you know where I am." I said crying. He held me as I cried in his chest. I felt his tears on my head as we both cried. The rest if his band was crying as well.

"Luke I don't like seeing you like this." I said.

"I can't see you be happy by someone else, u want yky to be happy because of me." He said.

"I love you."

He said before the heart monitor went off. What no.
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. I let out a weird noise as I cried in his shoulder. I held onto him as I cried then hardest I have ever cried.

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I felt nothing going back home. I walked. I stopped by the liquor store as I got a bottle of tequila. I sat on the side walk and I opened it.

If he loved me he wouldn't have killed himself. Now he has no one.

I tilted my head back as I consumed the alcohol. I drank more and more and more before I fell back on the pavement.

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Sorry I'm crying so I'll end this chapter here. I'm SO mean for killing Luke but hey its a story.

Okay I can't stop crying..